first n' foremost..i wan to say hor...i got a "ABSOLUT VODKA" fom my family fom langkawi..1liter ohh..difficult to get outside oh..yeah!!for my lovely x'mas...lol..
i has almost finished de sem loh...fuckin'fast lehh..study break startin' fom next week..ohmygod...time's runnin' out..my money's runnin' out2...lol...gosh!! final is around de corner??ermmMm...half way for my last assign' for this sem..ugly fun...
went klcc today..kevin asked for shoppin'...stupid him is goin' back to china tomolo for his sem break bout month...so ma asked cyrus get sumthin' for his family loh...
"mineral accord parfait"..wat is this??he wanna get it for gf..after i think n' think..then he tol me is a makeup product fom LOREAL..wat de fuck..tel me earlier mah..wastin' my time lah..stupid enuf..lol..
promoter - ohh,that1 is our latest product,havent brought in to malaysia yet..don think can get it now...
kevin - you see..."MALAYSIA"..lol..i get here cause de product is out of store in china...
cyrus -blush..nonono..because de stupid china have to test it b4 brin' in to malaysia...lol...you guys are 'white mouse'...blakblakblak...
agree wit cyrus?!hey malaysian,raise your hand okay!!don agree??then fuck'off as usual loh..lol..don woli,we always debate each other usin' de point.. i'll thrash you next time..
wat so amazin' me is- malaysia!!really so out mah??
wen chat bout oversea..i so want to take a plane n' go overseas..but cyrus coundnt afford it now..
suddenly think don wanna stayin' in malaysia anymore..actually think of this for long loh...kevin'll go after 2nd yr...many of them...hatty might go next early year,sadsad...i realise it's part n' parcel of our lives..i'll step out 1day...i so wan fly...as wat i'd promised to my mum...after my Uni i might leave..at least go singapore...as long as she want...i don care...she just doesnt wan cyrus stayin' here...but i like m'sia lah...n' my dream country- UK..

back to de shop..wat so amazin' me is...how much you think de only vegetable??see de picture..OMG!! it's cost RM15.90...pretty expensive man..fell in a dead faint..which stupid gonna buy it..lotta i think..lol..soli,i'm not rich as you guy...rm15 enjoy my starbucks better...no,is rm15.90...lol..

ohwait...kevin - you see this...imported fom japan....both of us screamed..wat crap!! 159bucks just for sucha stupid fruit?? can get a Tshirt fom topman loh...
went to sunway last tuesday...ohyeah!!shoppin'...nonono...is sunway medical centre lah...have you seen any1 grumblin' to a patient b4?yes..i did..i did grumble about this-so many hospital placed at KL but you chose sunway??you know how far i come fom my place...lol..i'm a dreadful grumbler,for anythin'...pity ivan, infected by virus...
hah..wat so special bout tat machine...i oso dono...lol...how worse!! just 2days then cost bout 3k...it's really worth de price?lol..mayb...cause de stupid machine?? no lah...congratz ya ivan..get wel loh!!cyrus had a weird dream recently...he dreamt of ....forgotten loh...lol... EHH nightmare lah! everybody went EEEKS AHHHH YUCKS when they see me in that nightmare..scary leh..til i cried 1 time..cos ivan was here tat time n' he asked- you had a nightmare?cause i heard you cried...malu +.+

huhh??no point here..exam time seriously bores n' drain me up lahh..oh..stonin' in front of my laptop thinkin' of what to blog about..no study mood now...guess i have nothing else to say.. surprised? i always have somethin' to say. i'm cyrus leh!! i emphasize again!!pls stop sendin' me msn for those who say nth to me okay!!a fucker keep to ask me - mind to be fre?...everytime we chat...stop your stupid fuckin' Q n' make me feel grumpy okay!! i'd just replied - fuck off!! i don care you delete n' block me,bye!!pukima...

bye....

why i posted this stupid picture??
to remind you guy it's time to study??!
lol...this is non-my-business whether or not you guy study...
de result will be same wit "study = fail" lah...since you guy are so stupid...lol..
wat i care is - wat formula use for gettin' de result...
think n' think n' think' ...asked n' asked n' asked..
finally i found it..
think bout it b4 look to de formula..

XY + Y = aX + a
(X + 1)Y = (X + 1)a

then ivan - stupid+crazy+wastin' time..if you could puttin' more time n' mind to your study but not this stupid formula...lol...
i know, sure i'll sufferin' fom insomnia if i coundnt un' how de formula works..
since know de result..so fuck'off anythin' okay!! lol..
bye..ohh,cyrus isnt mental disorder n' think of this stupid Q..but he was just stupid+over-wu liao...hah...

hapiHapihApihaPipipIpi...
hAppY birThDaY to you my dearest fre~
mR.mingLee...lol...
actually we had a carefully worked-out plan for your bday...
headin' to singapore n' a bday surprised for you...all of us....
but a change of plan cause of de stupid cyrus run out of money...lol...
hahaha...anyhow...happibirthday oH~
present you a cake made in - " shi-hai-ji "...lol...
:)

i'm feelin' emotional..all emoemoemoemoemoemo+emo now...listenin' fish leong's new'song...her song had never failed to make me cry...
i'm woli bout my niece..mis my mum...feel sorry to my sao sao...but i cant do anythin' for them...cyrus is a piece of useless shit n' fuck!!! i hate myself...how many of you out there can understand? not many..cryin' again...i need a hug..
i need a hug...i need a shoulder for cryin'...
sorry katherine...sorry mummy...

caught a movie wit ivan again yesterday...ohh...super nice show i tell you...looklike harry potter...aiya!! just go catch it -"stardust" if you havent caught it..think its stil showin' in cinemas...cause by typing so much, i'm gonna over-rate it soon..but i'll still give it 4stars!!anyhow,as wat i said..people think differently..if you don like de show..then look down de pic..n' see wat i'd shown you...lol...

just sumthin' random n' took it wen waitin' ivan at kinokuniya...de bookshop he's visitin' every week...OMG!!dammit book..i'm pissed enuf wit its...got tonnes of book n' note i havent read yet loh...i need more panadol plss...stil here =.="
had havin' our dinner at "de little pineng"...ohh..it's lunch for cyrus...nonono..breakfast i think..cos i was rushrushin' n' rush to school yesterday...dammit cyrus!!over slept again!!had sign'up for 3in-house-seminar fom 10am-1pm yesterday but i'd missed all..enjoyed de over sleep party...tried to sign up again for de less...really jibai+pukima..how i gonna hand'up de stupid review?? really couldn't un' wat de presenter talkin' bout...stress enuf for me now...back to de restaurant n' look to de chopsticks...wat you guy think?!hah..i think of sumthin' inside de chinese's temple...but dono de name..any1 who know it can tel cyrus?? he was thinkin' wat to eats...actually we can choose between sushi king or genki...both oso got discount wat..since de stupid nasi lemak n' laksa cost us bout 30sumthin'...n' ivan ate nth cause gettin' sick again'...

malaysia batik show...a borin' show for cyrus...but look out..wat they were doin'..i like wat they're...dancin' as they like...wit de clubin'music..n' totally like a open air clubbin' nite...it might be convey de negatif social evaluation for other..but for cyrus...lol..i'm lovin' it...
i'm listenin' fish leong's new song...feelin' sadsad wen listenin' it...not about love..lol..i like her song bcos of de sadsad mood...lol..ugly fun...

bye..

firstly, i felt fuckin' disappointed wit my presentation yesterday...it's somehow quite hard performance' to me...our group topic- "social anxiety disorder " n' de treatment...we called it social phobia b4 2003...seriously..i think i'm de 1 who are affected wit SAD wen i was doin' de research...compared wit de general population,those afflicted wit SAD generally feel unfulfilled in their relationship, substantial impairment in their quality of life n' in emotional function,few fres..loneliness..n' many other symptom....yeah!! cryus fulfilled major part of de symptom...especially public speackin'...i was enuf preparin' for de presentation,but wen i stand in front of de class..i was like-

you guy see anythin'? yap..i was like- OMG!!my brain totally dysfunction...shit!!totally blank..i'm fuckin' pissed of this...but wat to do..just tried hard to finished it...
go for treatment then?pharmacological or psychological?don need lah...just die lah stupid cyrus...

ohh n' look!! i bought "crayon shin chan" last nite...sighh..i'm totally outdated man..de boss said- this has published for month loh...OMG!!how come i dono!!stupid enuf laahh...

wanna go shoppin' n' stuff actually...but without money?! i might as well die..i dono tooo...bought myself de new shoes yesterday...it's like i finally get to dump away my old freaking dirty+crazy+ridiculously+mad old white shoe?nonono...i stil like tat old shoes...just i didnt wash it okay..
super bored pls...studysleepstudysleep n' studysleep again..thank for "shin chan" wit me then..as wat i said, cyrus is afflicted wit SAD mah...lol..ugly fun...
my body clock is totally ruined lah recently...any ideas how to switch it back...final is comin'...

time check-1745...well,i guess by de time i finish this entry i can actually go prepare for go out olrd!!a fuckin' task for me later...accompany my relatives...nonono..is '3 gu 6 po' for shoppin' b4 they go langkawi to9...wat i gotta to prepare then...ohh..how to answer their stupid+borin'+mad's question loh mayb...
"oh..cyrus...no classes today ah"...this lah tat lah..n' wat they used to ask is- wre is your gf ah...OH!!no lah..nobody loves cyrus leh..how ah...any idea?ohhnono..cyrus doesnt has gf but he got bf mah..can?..so next time ask wre is my bf loh...stupid enuf...

pukima lah..have to go back school tomolo for de stupid in-house-seminar..saturday wat!! wat to do?wan extra mark or not...stupid jibai...

happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to mommy..
happy birthday to you..
cyrus loves you my lovely mom...
thank mommy...
will you marry me then..lol..

lol.."one in a million"..cyrus like de show? ummmss..not really...but i was laugh crazed as it town belongs to me...wen watched their 1st performance...cant un' why some of them are sososo stupid..really cant tahan...smile bigbig+lll...muahahahhah..

stupid jess made a complaint...why cyrus always cal me 'stupid jess' at de blog ah...
lol...i like wat selina asked her complaint to cyrus...damn funny...
"i'm not de stupid as you think, but i'm a stupid!!"
hahahahaha....

ivan's gettin' sick...hope that he'll get'wel soon...your sushi buffet tml..
nitenite:)

10nov2007...our ACP group visited to orphanage..(fom left)-kairong,charis,sweemun,yanling,juwon,hochuang n cyrus...
5years boy-peter..de boy who caught my eyes at 1st..cos he's cute n' talkactive...he can speaks several language..n' speaks eng' very well...everyone of them...i was like -lll..wen i was 5yrs...lol..
33children...
our korean group member was teachin' them korea'l

playin' time...
playin' cards...
playin' de game- "banana tree"...











fuckin' tired..you try..fom 5am til 5pm...
time we left..
bye-bye...

wat i always ask is...wat is happiness? richer?faster than other?for me is wen i get de good results..as soon as one wish is fulfilled..but,the happy effect ebbs away again n' de next desire presents itself...it's a never endin' merry go round..wre we're happy for a little while,but never for long..n' this cal happiness of de senses,not de soul..we search for true happiness in de wron' places...

have you tried it b4...train for a charity run,take an elderly walk,think of de ways to cheer up your fres....the question is,how do we even begin?..this is de lousy excuse for yourself...everyone has sumthin' to give,even if it is few hours of your time or just lendin' a ear..

for me,if you regularly help people,without expectin' anythin' in return,you notice that you start feelin' better...lighter...that is not only our own experience,but oso outcome of more n' more other group...sometime you can feel so 'high',that researchers have coined the term "helper's high"...you're literally high wit happiness when you start to help others...

hey people,cyrus mis you guys...tcare of urself n' be tough okay...

happy birthday to you...my dearest kok..
thank for bein' my brother..
cyrus love you ohh...
happy birthday~

shit!! was fuckin' busy with all de school work recently, n' didn't have the time to do up a proper update!

i had a terrible weekend, had visitin' to de orphanage last weekend..i was sososo disappointed wit de part of mytask...watever is it, i'm so sorry to all my group members..no why, it's bcos cyrus doesn't get the attention he used to get, emo is just a lousy excuse..am i rite? who agrees?don agree then just fuck off lahh...n' now i'm waitin' for them for send me all de pictures we'd taken...gonna to update de pic soon...damn enjoyed de moment together wit children..

i owe ivan, a starbucks coffee? again?? ohhmygod, this time + another substandard goods - cake!! cause he'd editin' de assign' for cyrus again...lol...thank anyhow...hahahahaha!

bought myself a normal playin' cards that day...think wanna buy the card which we've playin' durin' de tutorial today..damn funny...ohohoh..this is part of our lesson okay!! gosh, think tat card will cost me more than 50bucks..

passed one of my midterm..lls101-leadership -16.5/25...lol.. another biopsy,dono yet...anyhow, must work harder for de final..
there's 24hours in a day but is it always enough?!
the answer is - NO!!
then jibye lah..

happy deepavali fucker...

the random entry for my blog...basically i'm sufferin' fom my assign' n' sleepin' time...
our group project had been postpone to next weekend..visitin' to de orphanage..wat is cyrus' part for de project..shy to tel lah..lol..
yeah!!finally we had the differ dinner besides terminal..yummy!!

selina..yong..ivan...cyrus..n' 2visitor..
always go out without any plan...doin' nth but just head to de only back'up plan..lll..
wen ask de stupid jess bout de OMG's news..she is always keep her mount shut bout this..come on man!!give cyrus de top news mah...lol...

Although i love eatin' sushi but eatin' it for consecutively days is horrible!! wre de place have ivan n' selina..then the place is sushi..cant un' why they so crazy bout this..cyrus stil love his malay food man!! bought de sushi'king member card..but til now i stil dono why i did sucha stupid thin'..15rm gone!!

bye..jibye!!

OMG!OMG!!OMG!!OMG!!OMG!!o0Mg~
gosh~wat a horrible+oMg's news..i was like-ohHH..0mG!! i got into a fuss wen i heard de news..then smile'bigbig..super amazin'...
steve expressed his love to de stupid jess..oHh...
we're like OMG!!totally fell in a dead faint..keep laughin'..muahahahahaha!
how come??sweatin'...LOL..wat to do??quite troublesome isn't it?
couldn't do anythin' besides smile'bigbig..hah...but i seriously doubt we'll just fuck'off..

i'm so freaking tired this 2days..n' little happier...dono why...
oh sigh...i havent finished my assign' lahh...
ohh n' sigh again...difficult to find de theories n' push my idea lahh...
gender differences in mate preferences...
i'm pretty tired now..just random to close'up this entry lah...

yah..updating..happy halloween n' happy november yaa...