how existin' beliefs effect how we learn new thing..
learnin'..tonnes of "experience" i have to learn for..
learnin' how to tcare n' abandon..

strivin' for a goal but have no ready means of obtainin' it..
what's mine is mine..what's not mine..will never be mine..

NO..i have to work harder..


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it is over...i'm finished de Grey's AnatomySeason3 today - 2101..
ohNo..i repost it again..go n' catch this..fuckin' nice..cool man!!

hello guys..hello world..
guess where did i go today..
oh..was doin' de parttime near by bangsar village - SPACE ..
ohhagain..12bucks perhour..fuckin' cool man..
but then..wen de event started..fuckin'OMG!!most of de guest are "homosexual" guys..how i knew..sure lah..cyrus is god wat..he could sense it mah..
n' then..one of de motherfucking "uncle" touchin' my face wen i sent him de food..
helloman..you're toooo0o old olrd okay even you're rich..
i was feelin' ridiculously when 1 of de guy asked it is i'm japanese..no man!!cyrus is malaysian..a stupid but cute's malaysian!!lol..
at first i tot this is easier..think again..it's damn hard lah..sendin' de food round n' round.. then..sum of de guest asked..wat is this ah..wat is tat ah..how come you dono..this lah tat lah..
cyrus was damn pissed of answerin' some of de stupid irritatin' guest..
think wanna scold n' reply- eat then eat lah..your jibai mouth is here for eat but not for question me..then how big your grandmum jibai or how long your grandpa's cock..askin' so much!!n' wat you'd havin' was shit..ermm..forgotten to show you guys my house..lol..you know..de only single chair cost bout 3000bucks++
are you kiddin'?!not..definitely i'm not kiddin' you guy..n' then..de livin'room..you guys must be thinkin' that i'm kiddin'!
i didnt..it's actually,umms.. just daydreamin'..cause there is just a showspace..lol.. surprisingly..met my highschool fre..at first she didnt know who i'm...sure lah..cyrus become handsomer olrd wat..agree?!LOL..surprisingly again..met my bf there tooo..haha..
once again..i'm kiddin' lah.."bu hao xiao??"de fatfat gf..cyrus enjoyed reply definantly wit her..

today was great..although de job was little bit tough...

had havin' dinner at kimGary sg.wang today..
wat de motherfucking funny thin' happened n' made me sososo malu...
a girl behind our table..she got to my ear n' tol me sumthin' b4 she gone..
know wat de hell she said??!!
she said - hey, your underwear looks so cute..
i was like OMG n' replied - lol .. thank you..
it's really sucks, itsn't..
n' this is de under fom topman..you can get one2..who care..

again!!dont find me naggy or anythin'..
you know..i'm fuckin' hate malay..
for whatever reason..
for i might tired n' moody today..
if you were malay..pls!!kindly walk along de walls or gonna hell..nobody care..
i'm so polite wat..i said kindly n' pls rite..
since i'm so polite..then know wat to do rite..stupid malay!! just gonna hell n' nobody will care bout it..
or gonna fuck your grandmum-grandpa backside or jibai..
you know..i hate you guys fom de top til de bottom..
malay..should just die..
drivin' car bang into a tree..
eat n' choke de way to hell..
watever de case!! just die..
fuckin' hate!!fuck you!!

after catch up cj7..
cyrus likes these pics..enjoy ya..lol..

hapiValentine's daY...cyrus wishes all couples hapibreakups n' sad love lives!!
yap thank you..n' you're all welcome lah!! haha..

ohheyhey i'm back after few long days of de fuckin' chinese newyear..how was it boys n' girls?mine was..suck!!totally like hell..but stil alright lah..reluctantly happily+fuckin' borin'..suck!!

reunion was good..first day was good..OHh 1st day!!caught up with a few cousins n' we played gamblin'..not my age lah..they're all a few years younger..but stil got generation gap leh..watever lahh..just cyrus doesnt has chance mix up wit those 3gu6po uncle+aunty n' free fom those stupid question..then anythin' i do..lol..
my smallest aunty said-gan,10yrs b4 you keep to lost wen gamblin' n' until today you do..lol..
yap!!cyrus know he lost every year..but dono why!!just cant win..badluck!!suck!!fuck!!shit!!pui!!anyway,i stil enjoyed playin' cards with them..lost then lost lah..who care..i got money cannot ahh..lol..think i look so unauspicious..didnt dress de new shirt..wat crap!!sound like boob lah dress up n' just sittin' there watchin' tv..pls!!

3rd day..went back to my kampung..no time to really met my fres..toooo rush man!!
lol..make sure i didn't get into any trouble for my drivin' license this year..i known my fres scared i drive..had had an accident last year newyear..wowo!!cyrus broke a malay leg last year cause of careless drivin'..ok!!enuf for de case..
wat bout this year!!pls!!pls don on/talk de phone wen drivin'..wat happened?!fuck!!okay again,enuf for de careless case again!!

yap!!happiNewYear..
it's time for me to rushin' my assignment again..fuck!!

happy chinese newYear eve to all shits..
today's de day for everyone to go back n' have their reunion dinner n' wish each other well wishes for this new year ahead..
i'm my uncle's house for de newYear..
fuckin'bored..but used to it..got myself alone n' watchin' de tv show..
felt tat firework were so annoyin' me..

somethin' is missin'..or more like someone's missin' fom my so empty life..
yap..newYear is totally suck for cyrus..
happy newYear2008 anyhow..

very timely..done my newYear shoppin' today..
n' then..my 1300bucks gone just for today!!OMG!!
got myself a shortTrouser+Tshirt+belt fom ZARA n' another Tshirt fom topman..
waitwait!!n' 2 new underwear..lol..n' a bag fom sg.wang..
this is enuf for my newYear i think..cos i'd just stayin' at home for de whole newYear..yap!! i know..

fuckin'high..bought myself a ipod shuffle today!!
OH..very de finally..i got my mp3..
de iPod shuffle lets me wear up to 240 songs on my sleeve..clip on iPod shuffle n' wear it as a badge of musical devotion..oh!! i'm lovin' it..lol..sound cool rite?!
wat de fuck is..cyrus doesnt know how to used it..haha..

hello you..de weekend has been great again..
sure?!no..it's suck!!totally suck!!
cyrus was wastin' de every single half day for de stupid thin' for his weekend..half day for countin' other purchase their coffee yesterday..n' today..waitin' for colour n' cut my hair..fom 1300-1930..fuck man!!
anyhow,i'm late again..late for my new year shoppin'..late for my ticket..late for everythin'..
used to it..mr.last minute..

was doin' part of my assign' today..
HAHA a random thought n' a total waste of time..but then, i finished de part with total ease lah..know why?? we were jus sittin' inside de starbuck cafe for 3hrs..countin' how many men n' female purchase wit their "coffee"...it is dead rite?haha..de stupid idea fom 1of de group member..he said it's links to "coffee-stress"..how we gonna write de report which links to psychology then??!!cyrus doesnt know..i think he is so young..n' donno died from wat..i know i'll know it after chinese new year wen i cant complete de report..but now i'm young again rite..definitely...

Oh n' dont find me naggin' or anythin'..but i wanna rant about somethin' i've olrd ranted about since my 1st lesson for this subject-principle of management..
i'm fuckin' hate malay..if you're old malay n' dont have much time left, KINDLY walk along de walls n' not in de middle of the pavement..i'm polite wat, i said kindly what..or else..if you think you're stil able to teach..pls!!pls you goback to your stupid malay kindergarten n' teach them..i think they need you more..fuckin' stupid bimbo dont deserve a pretty n' clever face likes cyrus..understood?!!anyhow..i've dropped de subject n' done my part-complained..yap,i did..cyrus is a fucker wat..
n' i comment that "she is de laziest lecturer tat i'd never seen b4.."
remember yah..go back n' eat your shit after you get fire okay!!
hope tat i wont see your jibai bimbo face again!!lol..

truly enuf..fuckin' high today!!
a bonus for my life..for de feb..for my chinese new year..
received a sms fom my 4aunty today..

"cheehou..i bank in 500bucks for your new year yah.."
cyrus replied - " ??? "...
she replied again - "can you pls at least replied few word?"
i was like OMG!! n' replied - "few word..lol.."

it this cal "bonus" for me..
haha..cyrus could gets a mp3 lohh...can i??
hapiFebruary people!!