i'm totally on the verge to suicide...can i??fuckin'tough to death...i know that,life doesnt stop,but cyrus need a break...1day pls...give off the unbearable assignment for hours fom now for online,bloggin n' take a breath...LOL...fuckin'high..
how worse...my life is flood wit assingment'report'assignment'report'assignment'report...i didnt sleep a single wink since this few day,especially last nite due to my report...finished it bout 7am...then hand up...ohh...thank god...finally i'd get myself to bed??life doesnt stop,the stupid assig'report toooo0o....this one week,is fuckin'tough,tons of assign' just kept hittin' me...i cant belif i can live like that everyday...i have to continue..mid'term is comin'...havent prepared yet...such life hell lah..can you feel that stress blastin' into my face...eyes summore...

i'm fuckin' pissed de way those who look to my eyes outside..."fuck you!! havent seen a handsome b4 ah!!"...my eyes totally like cried' you know...damn!!how you guys expect i can stil have the bewitchin' eyes since i didnt sleep wel for days... sound alittle ridiculous rite...soli mr. n' miss eyes...
ivan was here...interestin' stuff have not been happenin'...cos i didnt even have time to really get out n' talk wit him...how worse?!this is drivin' crazy.okay!!mayb just for me...hey my classmate...how you guys can be sososo smart....*but sum of them 4sleep i know..lol...it is due to my poor english...i tried hard to finish the report n' get time to do revision...but you guys are always smarter than me...

ivan check de report for me- OMG!!!cyrus,all struacture wrong...how come your eng so poor...you should read more more more books pls!!"...i was like,fuck you,fuck off n' continue ur stuff!!wen i asked him why...he just said-cos you're slack!!cant understand?go n' check dictionary -S-L-A-C-K!! then continue his revision...

watever la...cyrus new life resolution is to stop annoyin' everyone around him...pls!!fuckin'hate those who blame cyrus for cant get'free...wen i'm free then you guys act'busy,now is my turn then you guys keep to ask me out..i'll fuck you all...argh!!so i shouldn't even waste my breathe bein' angry ever it...pls!!use ur butt to think...then now use ur brain and think carefully b4 you blame' cyrus okay!!!

okayokay..to end off my entry wit happiness n' hidin' fom unpleasantness...cyrus so nice...LOL...
i cant belif i m in town...mis you so much...love it...i feel young again...
got myself free n' dinner at klcc yesterday...
enjoyin' the dinner at Genki Sushi..so cool..cyrus got 20%discount for genki...LOL...cos cyrus is cutest in de world....lol...agree??hah...

ss time for us...LOL..
am i look cute...hah...
cyrus ate lots of sushi....yummy~
bought ivan de ZARA belt for his bday...*totally PK now...n' forced selina,harry,jean n' yong for de t-shirt...LOL...wat bout de stupid jesss??she present a book...wat a stupid present..hah...n' she keeps to blame cyrus de "maggi mee" for her bday...LOL...

ohh..bought katherine'gan de toy tat day...lol...my cute'niece...

well...that all my words for today...gonna continue my stupid work..for now, i prefer sleepin' to shoppin'...what about you?
bye!!ji-bye...

hAppY birThDaY tO you...andy...
It's your 20th Birthday! cyrus wishes you happy birthday n' 'enjoy your day today!!

suppose friday is free..but today...went for replacement class...then group'discussion til 5pm...havin' a fuckin' good'mornin'...but i'm so freakin' tired...cause i didnt sleep a wink since last few weeks..had had my 1st meal bout 7pm...totally like de stupid buka puasa... fuckin' starvin..thank god for de meal...nonono...thank my mum...cos i paid myself izit...LOL...

went for my ex bday party at nite...obviously i didnt actually want to go...based on my uglies'tired look+don even know any1 there...thank for selina,yong,sean n' linghui wit me...n' you know wat yong said-awaa,have been long time i didnt even see ur face n' talk to you...then cyrus said- yalah,i closed myself inside de room n' cry everyday ma...LOL..then smile'bigbig...
back to de party,cyrus just got himself off to de stupid things n' stupid people...cyrus here to say sorry,i really felt uncomfortable wit group of ur"p'fres"...fuckin' pissed de ways those guys look at you,dono why...all those people can go die n' have their shit stuff back into their ass!!didnt even talk to you n' ur fres...i reminder myself wat de social'psy mention about...'ingroup n' outgroup...self-regulation...cultural diff n' lotta other theories for myself...' but i was failed,i hate myself doin' this way actually,especially wen you guys takin' pictures...i just got myself one side n' cal...i knew you were damn angry wit my stupid don give face....i tried very hard to act like i'm enjoyed..but...anyhow i was just makin' myself feel better...
love is matual and two ways,n' lettin' go is a technique which comes wit experience...soli for cyrus doesnt handle relationship well...cyrus is a useless piece of fuck...anyhow,no man is perfect...you might ask why all promise made will never been done,but for cyrus...de last promise i'd made for you is stil goin' on longer than forever...i'll always beside you wen de minute you need a hand...cyrus wishes you are happy everyday,everyminutes n' everyseconds...lived your life the way you wan to be...

sorry so much anyhow n' happy birthday to you...cyrus is enjoyin' de way you playin' piano n' sing....miss that moment...
ummm....talk no more...i gotta prepare myself for tomolo...thank for readin' n' taggin' as usual..
fuckin'goodnite every shits..

p/s - just a simple felt for today...don be angry yah my cute'demon wen you tag this entry...thank for understandin' n bein' my demon...LOL...

b4 i start my entry..show'off sumthing....cute lehh...don feels jealous yaa....LOL....cyrus got this fom his classmate....i was actually quite amazed wen kai-rong handed this dogdog to me...
for cyrus?!oohh..today is not my birthday yah...hah...kairong - only for our ground members...hah...i havent received any present for long after my bday loh...this is totally great lah...thank so much kairong anyhow...

another free...ohhwowo..free tickets fom my college...supersuperly love it...i found out that i havent watched any'movie for long lohh...oh yeah...cyrus got 2free movie tickets for this saturday...amazin' day izit?? but..cyrus don mind to give out de tickets to you guys..who wan it?!wat bout cyrus free you guys a 'lunch after movie...first come first serve...fastfastfast...
i love you lahh cyrus...so nice cyrus...*you are fuckin' welcome lahh..cyrus love you guys too....then after de movie,pls do 2 reports bout de stupid'movie for cyrus okay??don worry..you stil have few days to do it actually...LOL...that is not free lunch in this world lah...

wat movie cyrus doesn't know...he just know is fuckin' psychology movie festival...think can enjoy my weekend...meant i have to hand up 3reports by next week?i cant belif it,tel me i'm dreamin' that i'm stil cyrus...OMGx100...i'm seriously fuckin' stress now...how dumb can i be,i cant belif i'm not datin wit my town for few weeks...but i'm still goin' to continue doin' it,don mis me so much my town...bright side-save money...blush!!my money is runnin'out soon...shitss...i olrd dono how tired i'm...cant follow'up lesson now...how i hate this feelin' of bein' slow...kinda suck!!wat am i sayin' again?kinda?!nonono...is super fuckin' suck!! i'm so freakin' tired now...

my ex-lever6 classmate cried yesterday...cos she couldn't finish her assignment...oohh....'big girls don cry'...*fergie's song..fuckin'nice, don't know why but i just find it very soothing to my heart...you know...i've heard this song manyx5 time recently...wen i turn on de FM+my'laptop....sing cyrus another 'big boy don cry' comin' soon lahh then... took it today...just simply show you guys a handsome..*yucks i know...

oh...cyrus got de biopsy'quiz result lohh..hardly see this suck result appear lahh...anyhow,i'll try harder for de next...

i love busy life,totally rock..ohyeah!! it is unfully fun pls!!
goodnite everyshit...

happy bitthday to you..
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to ivan..
happy birthday to you...muack..
you are de biggest person today okay!!
order cyrus do anything for you..LOL..

stil got'no idea wat can cyrus present you lah...*especially wen i'm broke..hahh...
ur fre'd olrd given you de surprised...
levi's watch...shits...she stole my idea..
selina said ur fre's destroyed de quotation...she gave you de watch..meant we cant lose loh....OMG..she ask cyrus buys de japan'airplane-ticket...wat a stupid idea ahh...*fell in a dead faint...cyrus said - cant lah...later issue airplane crash...LOL...*tauch'wood...
anyhow...get urself free for weekend shu'si okay...
happy birthday...

ohh well everyshits...i havent been keepin' up wit my lovely blog' this few days...so think this entry will be pretty long...anyhow,if you'guys don wanna read...wat to do?you expect cyrus'll says that 'if you guys leave,a huge hole will left in my heart??oohhh...people...as easy as ABC..fuck off lahh if you don wanna read...LOL...

have been feelin' exhausted for the past few days...not study mood but sleepin'...n' kinda emotional today...shoot me,i'm thinkin' about things i shouldn't be thinkin'...
the emotional is ways too big for me to handle...i set out a narrow way for myself,hopin' i'd find de happiness i wan along the broken road....people always say,there's a difference between wat you wan n' wat you need....i know lah stupid!!

no matter how much of my life has changed,i still picture myself sittin' there alone,bcos i know that,that are special place has olrd taken...stupid you.cyrus doesn't know how much long more he continue to feels this way...anyhow i hate myself for tryin' so hard to move on,the harder i tried de more painful it gets,but how different would it be if i were to stay behind unnoticed? i cant find anyone to share bout me...i realize bloggin' is like talkin' to myself,i'm readin' as i type,like i'm talkin' to myself...but at least stil have my blogs wit me...n' fuckin' thank whoever keeps to readin' my rubbish...LOL...

i go to the same place,walk to the same route,eat de same foods...you know..sad has taken a new meanin' of cyrus...sumtime wen i wake up,then fres ask...you cry ah?or you gettin' emotional again?wat de fuck,my hobby are just cry n' sleepin' izits...how you'guy expect i can stil keep my handsome face after wake'up...smile'bigbig...hey fres..bein sad is outdated for cyrus olrd pls,if cyrus was to be sad,there would be too much for him to be sad about...and he's never be happy ever again...actually i dono how to react cause friends know me as a cheerful happy-go-lucky guy...and always there to brighten up people day but they dono i'm actually someone who is so complicated n' got lotta pressuse...i'm tired wit relationship....just get my mind off to the stupid things n' stupid people...anti-social? LOL..i wont do this for sure...just feel that i cant seem please everyone and in the end i become unhappy myself...

thank my fres bein' there for me...i'm pretty lucky cos i have you,i've really good life,i've olrd experience many things in life that many people don have the time for or cannot..such as i can sleep for entire'day...i can eat de pam mee i like...wuuuh-yummy...i can stil get wat i wan...LOL...n' i stil want to continue bein' that lucky person....can i?
anyhow,i'll responsible for wat i did..but you guys all are responsible for ur own live...so quit bein' a know it all,for cyrus wishes you'guys all the best...

blush..i cant follow'up for my studies...like OMG+shits+chili'hot'pepper...i should find sumthing to motivate me to go to do revision rencently,i should have just concentrate on my studies...may i should...or rather a hungry ghost take me away...but i'm late...chinese'month7 has olrd passed...
kinda forgot wat happened past few day,eemmm...changed my msn to gmail,cant sigh in de fuckin' hotmail...i think hotmail should all burn in hell lah...fuckin'agree...LOL...
cyrus was so healthy that day... joined jean,steve,sem'jing n' his fres for badminton...cyrus's just joined for de only game...cos he is stupid...stupid enuf for any spots...after he lose...then continue to eat'...LOL...you know...de only 1game then cyrus felt tired like TFJ x100times in 1 day ah...shitss..

jean,steve,semjing n' his fres..
cyrus enjoyin' de ice-cream...yummy..

damn happy cause sem'jing format de laptop for cyrus FINALLY...cyrus was so bad...keeps to blame jing why so take time to do it...n' tol him that if couldn't work after format...cyrus will cal him n' curse roundly-cao ji bai,then hang up...LOL...don expect a thank'you or a dinner okay...thank cyrus for given you de chanced to format his laptop..LOL...*joking'

ohhh..forgotten 1thing..i've finished my 'home-alone' for week loh...LOL...entire family were away last'week...selina went to bengkok n' yong went to sabah..2bad,cyrus wished them issue airplane crash b4 they go...3bad4bad...used to it lahh...cyrus always likes that wishes bad thing to people...but why they're stil so happy ahh even wish de bad'thing to you'guys...funny mahh cyrus? am i look funny? am i? look like william hang?...stupid enuf lah..cyrus is cute..LOL...*yucks i know..

at first yong planned to give cyrus de pottery's adornment,then cyrus said - hey,i think this stupid decoration will jump fom my table in short lah...hear de sound effect - piang...i think lahh....LOL...(tol you olrd,cyrus damn choosy)....okayokay,you choice other'thing else you wan lah b4 it commit suicide....LOL...finally cyrus get himself de bracelet...n' get de stupid candle fom selina...so stingy hooo...bought cyrus this type of things...thank ya anyhow...muack..

remember de soap operes cyrus's recommend to you guys last last last time - HOUSE -
OMG....pretty-super-nice shows...i love house to de xiaodeng...
selina asked cyrus de season2 of HOUSE...you see...ask for more-pepsi-
pretty sad...cyrus doesnt has it...
download,dont support original..then burn em CDs for cyrus..thank..

cyrus is happy actually,after givin' it many thought,yeah!!he is happy..he is happy wit his place in life..i love my life,totally rock!!
don expect a goodnite or nice day!!
just fuck off..

hey...cyrus changed de msn loh...must add him okay!!
" cyrusgan@gmail.com "
cant sign in de stupid hotmail...fuckin'hate lahh...
whoever stil keeps n' usin' hotmail...pls fuck off then go to hell lahh....
remember say 'thank you' to cyrus yaaa...cos give you' de chance to add...hah..
thankyouthankyou...thankyou so much lehh...
ai yo...you are welcome lah...
so add cyrus yah...

goodnite...

hey every shitsss...havent been bloggin' alot these days...don wanna bore you shitss with my colourlessss life...okay!!this is not the point here okay...

actually i was thinkin' whether i should bloggin' or not...life turnin' for the busier now,i love the busy life although i sucked at that...now cyrus is like OMG!!!fuckin' tired!!

GOD!!pls..pls give cyrus 30hours perday?!everyday he has to preparin' for tml..everyweek he has to prepare for de'next week...it is fuckin' tough..get tons of things just kept hittin' me...suck!!everythin' just'come into my face...under enormous stress now...oooopsh!!lost my mood to shoppin..chattin'..yamcha...don think wanna get out,rather finish up my works....life such shits ahhh..
wat de fuck is...not yet to finish de note..then upload de new...newnewnew...updated-downloadin-printed-not'finish'readin'-then'update'new'again...i have always stood in dread of cheackin' de myACel wedsite recently...stupid enuf lahh...get tons of books i havent finish yet...i'm totally on the verge to suicide...is like OMG+fuckin'tired!!wen cyrus wants to start de stupid'assign!!date death...then cyrus turns to die...
i think i m gonna disappear fom the world startin' fom now...no more clubbin,no more ktv,no more movie not more shoppin',...in short,no life....wat to do...and i gotta accept all de shitss...aahhhhh!!!

cyrus was a good boy today,didnt join fres for clubbin'....but i so wan it!!waaaa!!!sure or not oh cyrus..SATURDAY nite ohhh...this is not suppose happened to you lehh...wat de fuck!! i have to do part'time this weekend okay!! i so seriously need money now,earned 165bucks today..LOL...fuckin' high...
wat crap!!one of de survey respondent who are so manner you know... she FART!!!wat a stink!!fuckin'foul!!wat could cyrus does then..smile bigbig?curse roundly-cao ji bai?slap de bimbo?tear de paper n' throw it to de bimbo's face?stopped breathin'...or tarik kuatkuat!!faint...
hmmm...should i work for next monday?have to skip 3 classes....but workin' seriously bores n' drain me up lahh...obviously i wouldn't want to do it lah...but i'm so need de money now ahhh...

shuck!! i think i'm gettin' sick again soon lahh..coughcoughcough..get pheumonia lohh...LOL...headin to die soon.... =.="

thank ray..i think this was de last time cyrus shout'out bout his pressure of studies lahh b4 you fly....i'll remember de ways you'd tought to improvin' lahh....cyrus ll do better than you...LOL...anyhow thank for everything you'd done for me...

i love biopsy...i love social psy..i love abnormal psy...love'itlove'itlove it...pls give cyrus extra' marks whichever lecturer see it....if not..pls fuck off!!!just that my blog entiries are gettin' shorter and shorter and shorter day by day...LOL....

hug myself+smile bigbig ^^
goodnite stupid kl...

i'm serious!!cyrus HATE RAINY DAY!!! fuckin'HATE!!!
i'm down wit a bad cold!! AGAIN!!
i noticed this trend...i'd never fail to fall ill...especially rainy day!!!
and its gets really bad all de time...
god..pls!! i hope i'd get back soon...
cyrus got'lotta things to do!!!

i'm serious!! i hate rainy day!!!
whoever love it...PLS FUCK OFF!!!
hate bitterly!!

happy birthday - matthew -
-o3th september -happy birthday-matthew-
-damansara town centre-secret recipe-

attitudineze'pic...we're affected to act cool+grade.... =.=lll

cyrus - hey, babi herni..congratz ya cos you failed de eng'exam..don give up okay!!cyrus passed wit D...LOL..
herni - babi cyrus!!after de pic i'll kill you..stupid enuf.cyrus babi!!
wony - stop de stupid conversation!!we're takin' de professional+cool's picture now!!both babi okay!!

heyy september!!!great to meet you yahh..
helloo every shits...here to blogs,good hor cyrus!!

how did you guys celebrate your stupid national'day!!cyrus love the fireworks..lol..but it's such a pity cos i didnt even get out n' see it!!LOL...
MALAYSIA BOLEH??...LOL...i feel de same way you guys think lahh...

hangin' out at mid valley wit kayen today..Ewww...felt damn weird lahh hangin'out wit a model...lol...
as usual...cyrus late again!!hahahhh...
last warnin'kayen...PLS DON'T WEAR HIGH HEELS sooo high wen get out wit cyrus pls!!so odd lahh...cyrus is short okay...NO HIGH HELLS!!!
had our lunch at de fuckin'chopsticks'restaurant..wanted to try sumthing different..how fuckin'nice de foods...how worse..this is how bad it can get..one word..'disgustin'..
cyrus might throw de foods out...pls just give me de cooked rice n' sos,i think it is better than wat i ate...especially de tim sam..like OMG!!shitts..totally like shitss...kinda suck!!blushss!!wat am i sayin??kinda??nonono...is supersuperly suck!!!

wen we talk' bout ivan...
kayen-hey cyrus,wat bout we headin' to melacca now...
cyrus- wat de fuck...RITE NOW??!
wat a crazy idea man...but in de end we didnt cause ivan is busy..

kayen -wat about gentin'....NOW!!
cyrus- we didnt even brin' any shits wit us ahh man...
kayen- wat!!de shoppin'mall is just inside..head in n' can get watever you want lahh..
heart attack..like OMG!!!
watever lahh..if can get de bookin'...i wonder edwin is agreed wit that idea wen we cal him...totally fell in a dead faint...but damn excited wit de idea man!!!
we didnt care much, just went on wit it..

FULLFULLFULL!!ALL FULL MAN!!full house man!!

we just walked to de SEED coffee club after shoppin'...thank god..finally we get de wat cal 'drink'...
celebrated harry's bday at kim gary KLCC afterwards...wit selina,weng,yong n' sure cyrus lahh...we bought him de top-man..

hey harry...fastfast get ur credit card fom...hah...you know lahh...LOL..

happy birthday harry...*04th september..

why do i feel depressed,again..and it's not love..it's everything else..
i stil hate myself,hatehatehate!!!don ask why,i lazy to explain..tired...cried!!who really cares anyhow!!all emo now!!

have been thinkin' too much..GOD!!cyrus wat were you thinkin'...i could feels like stress blastin' into my face...i'm totally on the verge to suicide...fom my studies to sumthin'else..wat else then??NO,IT IS 'PRIVATE'...

cyrus!!you've known wat is ur problems now...

gotta set de sept's n' future goal for myself!!cyrus needs to improve himself!!!wat ways..tel you guys fom my next entry lahh..

thank ivan...