your personality type could decide what makes you ill...
cheerful - more likely to die early...surprisin' rite?
optimistic - 7.5 yrs longer than those who take a gloomier view..
anxious - 3timws more likely to be treated for high blood pressure..
n' lots of personality type to get to..but i'm uninterested to blog bout all of this.. if you guys are interestin'.. get de tuesday's New Straits Times paper n read..

eeks..no point here..
yap..i'm always bloggin' de rubbish here..workin' for DBKL currently??
who care? you care?? i jus care bout how much you could pay for my salary..
anyhow.. back to personality type...de only "impulsive" catch my eyes here..

you might expect impulsive types to be at risk fom accidents but..
get to de point - i resigned fom de maxis road show today..
is this cal impulsion??
i had no regrets about leavin' ??
impulsive types to be at risk fom losin'...
anyhow..i'll responsible for wat i did..
i jus couldnt work wit de boss who cant even negotiate but.. stop for talkin' bout their poorThin'.. i'd heard tonnes of de poorThin' bout their management..
negotiate?? i had tol them tat " cyrus doesnt wan go for de Johor Bahru road show "...
wen to broadband trainin' today.. damn funny de lecturer..but then..i received a stupid sms..

- cyrus, 27/7 you MC got take Dr.MC letter?
- no oh..can i replace it or else jus left it unpaid lah..
- mayb i need to ask you go JB, ok wit you?
- soli bout tat.. i don wanna go ah..
- Y? Gv me acceptable reason..

i was fuckin' pissed wit the sms .. wat cal a negotiate? i said it b4.. i'll jus quit if i had to go to de JB PC fair but no de KL PC fair..
i jus replied - i'm lazy to CREATE a reasonable reason to you.. jus don wanna go..if you persist in this..then see you guys in JB..i know de way how to get to JB no woli..anyway..i'm givin' you de 7days resignation notice fom today..so i'll work until 6th aug..nice day..

is this cal impulsive?? YES I KNOW..
2 pp callin' me fom office after de sms.. soli for i was fuckin' busy wit my broadband trainin' tat time..this is de purpose you guys sent me to trainin' rite? listenin' to de lecturer.. so i shouldn't even waste my breathe bein' care bout those useless piece of fuck who think of this way for de problem n' wastin' my time to NEGOTIATE wit you guys..
i consider an obstinate shitz..

eventually..i'm goin' to work for de KL PC fair road show for de weekend..
oso.. i'm jus work until 5th Aug..
thank for those who offer me to de new jobs..
anyway.. i jus need de weekend part time job..
Maxis roadshow again.. doesnt matter.. janji bukan com yang sama then cukup..
dammit!!!

FUCK!! how many time i4sick per-month..dammit!!

gettin'sick again..

i ordered coffee..but then de waitress said- soli..we don have coffee...
cyrus- ah?? then any other drink wit caffeine??
she replied- cappuccino..latte......
i was like - ........ ........ ..... (*ji bye).... .....
ahh?? okay.. soli ah.. then i wan one hot cappuccino plsss...
wat crap!! wanna be so HIGH CLASSzz meh cant order KOPI pula.. i'm a bald+old uncle n' used to go KOPITIAM LIM KOPI mah..pukima lah!! stupid jazz..

was havin' lunch wit ivan n' jazz at de HIGH CLASSS new panMee restaurant...nonono... high class panMee kopitiam...

hapiBirthDaY to elalne n' weng..

celebratin' their bday at korea stone BBQ steamboat...

once again..hapiBirthday A-weng...

n' oso elalne...stays cool ya..

"NO FAT CHICKS" de sign fom elalne's car ..but hor...

but hor.. how come alice cans stil inside de car?? how come?? yap..she is alice?? i think she is a thin chick likes cyrus rite?? hahaha....

i found a fishball...but it looks like birdbird lah.. damn cool..lol...

sucksuckin'...de birdbird...

firstly, i felt fuckin' disappointed wit my com's management.. i'm fuckin' pissed of wat they're doin rite now ..
wat de stupid management they're havin' now...fuck!!
sumtime i tol myself..i should find sumthin' to motivate myself n' get more sales..but then..wen you think bout de stupid management n' de fuckin' roadshow placed.. i don think you'll have any mood to work harder.. totally suck!! dammit!!
lookin' for other part time job for de comin' month..
this is de first part time i could earn so much.. 2/3time more than my previous partTime job..
but i'm damn pissed bout their placed n' style currently..
anyhow..i'll responsible for wat i did..but you guys all are responsible for your own live..
i shouldn't even waste my breathe bein' care bout those useless piece of fuck who think of this way for de problem..
yeah!! i've already enough shits to deal wit now..
well...for now.. i prefer sleepin' to shoppin'...what about you?
damn pissed bout it..

huhh??no point here.. ??
we were laugh crazed as it town belongs to us...
guess wat?? stupid hui min..
she was smokin' durin' de time promoted to customer ah..OMG!!
really cant tahan wen de smoke come out wen she was talkin'.. de customer can tahan ohh..lll..
we're promotin' de maxis line+broadband but not sellin' de alcohol at de club lah..



anyhow.. i'd decides to quitted if they don improvin' their management n' keep sendin' me to de stupid fuckin' place..
why other com can found de better place but they couldnt??

i'm tired..fuckin'tired..
it's true..sometimes your feelings is better left unsaid...this world.. de stupid world...
these people that exists in this world aren't ready for whatever you're goin' to say..
they jus wan wat they wan.. n' oso.. i jus wan wat i wan 2..
dumb rite? better...
talk bout de last day UIAM roadshow today..
i'd done wat i could..
if you guys think you're gettin' lose fom me.. it's all you problem.. who care??
i'm glad tat i hit 5broadband today.. 6 p2p...
commision?? 60bucks for 1broadband..
i work hard isn't bcos of any1of you guys.. it isn't i wanna win or bcame de top sales..who care de top or bottom?? you care?? i jus wan de higher commision..
i don like de way you questionin' how de ways i prove customer..
this is nonYourBusiness.. you business is how much i can hit..
people..i'm so soli if i correct de ways how you prove customer..i jus wan you get better..
few of my closer fres are quit fom this.. i'm borin' without you guys lah...
wat to do?? 1more month to go..

i can't or i might end up hurtin' myself or others..
once again.. dumb rite?
i wasn't born to dumb.. i was taught to be..
but think about it..

i felt touch bout my family.. i mis you guys..
thank 5uncle..
i feelin' fear you nonStop n' sayin' i'm waste money..lol..
i'm feelin' touch you didnt n' brought to ate durian today..
i feelin' relaxin' wit my family..n' my fres..

nonStop listenin' de only song this few days.. 会呼吸的痛...
once again..who care??

i almost forgot to blog about this...
my life ful wit stress curently..all de time..long ways to go for my sembreak part time job...
but..sometimes your feelings n' opinions are better left unsaid..i know de rule...
de sales target is gettin' on my nerves everyday..i'm feelin' stresss al de time..
i'm weak in sellin' de stupid broadband.. fuckin' weak.. lack of tech'sense..
but i have to learn..n' i'd tried to learn.. my brain keeps tellin' i've to work harder n' harder for this sembreak.. i need money..
smoke lots recently.. especially i'm stress.. this is jus a suck reason for me to smoke i know...FUCK!!
stress mean i have to quit?? or else i've to try harder n' harder??
this is wat we cal life..
i tell people not to emo..no to be stresss.. me myself n' i emo+stresss...

Oh..okay.. i am fine..doin' better than fine actually..
people who dont know me...my mood fluctuate.. a lot..

my demon is gettin' sick.. woli enuf..
love you..

first at all..
hApiBirThDaY to mr. A-wEng...


de maxis roadshow at de stupid UIAM .. de UNI of babi..
cyrus..elly..elson..tiffany..
but then.. de sales is worse than yesterday!! tol you olrd..uni for BABI maH!!

i hate rainy day actually..fuckin' hate rainin'..
but today.. i pray for rain..lol..cos of de outdoor sales..
supposed havin' roadshow at UIAM today..but then..de office management had mistaken de timin'..
OMG!! i was like -really OMG lah!! wen our team had been there..
off day for de whole team?? hah..
eventually.. we've headin' to tar college without any plan... n' havin' de outdoor sales..
fuckin' hot.. but we had hell lot of fun n' laughter..
a special funny day for me.. damn cool...
but de tarcian are shit!!fucker.. even i was...

i was feelin' a hell load of rage n' anger for de USJ sunway roadshow pass few days..
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!!! nonStop fuckin' de stupid mydin..totally suck!!
i think i have to manage myself better n' learn de ability to control my emotions..goin' to kill de customer fom USJ actaully..
de digi person-in-charge called cyrus again..but i didnt pick de cal..i dono how to say NO n' i love my currently job..bcos of this..i got to know interestin' people n' has learnt lots...

i seriously look tired here.. but i have to work harder n' harder even tired.. i wan sales..
n' de random entry wit de random pics took at time square..

time square..de next station...
had workin' at Time for 2days..finally i have my offday tomolo..
wre is de next station after offday..UPM?? jus wish tat i can get de better sales pls...poorTimeSquare!!FUCKFUCKFUCK!!

tooBadcyrus.. get de better offer fom DigiRoadshow...25fomMaxis then 40fomDigi perline..40fomMaxis then 60fomDigi..every single line applyin'...my target 10line perday..OMG!!

yes..i could choose to leave immediately n' take de better offer..
applyin' this to de dilemma tat i'm facin' in my life rite now..i can walk away to home..should i quit fom currently job?
i told myself not to look back cos if de NEW really not as good as wat i think..ideal case again?? i would have regretted not changin'?? but..i had to look back n' i can't fight de temptation... true enuf?? i dono...wat should i do?? thinkin'...
met de digi person-in-charge today..i was so surprised cos i'd never seen him b4 but he know cyrus... cos of my performent for de sg.wang roadshow?? OMG!! i felt so glad bout tat..

changin'??NO??it might take more time to think n' i might not know de dangers along de way for changin'.. but MONEY...but i love my currently roadshow.. but better offer... but i love my fres...
i know every way can get me to my destination..or i can choose to wait..only de 2months part time.. i can choose to wait.. to keep.. but i jus wan a hapi environment for my way home..

p/s - soli for those couldnt cal in my digi.. i'm usin' maxis durin' de workin' time.. jus cal my maxis if you guys are lookin' for me ok.. 0124130XXX (last 3 digi is same wit my digi)..thank!!

yes..i know..it's supposed to be a very updated blog cos it used to be updated in de past but now it's like a freakin' dead town here...i'm busy wit my partTime job currently..
so wat happends was i went to de worked pastFew day??

i think i was pretty good at de first 3days' roadshow at sg.wang.. it's all done with a mouth.. know why.. cos i had to nonStop talkin' for 12hours perday..repeated and repeated de same words bout maxis..can you believe that?
i'm satisfied with my results for de past few days.. though i can still do better..i know i can!!but yea lol..tat feelin' is damn satisfyin'.. although i'm not de top sales..but i don mind be de 2nd..
i'm satisfied with what i had scored...1month target is 35points...but i had done bout 30points for de only 5days..lol...mean my commision is higher than wat i think...hapi..once again..i know i can do de better job...
but i got so stressed up for de 1st 2days..bout de target.. bout de commision.. i'm so wan to get de commision for at least 4k permonth for de part time..

my brain keep tellin' me -money!!
gave up de break time for sales.. 2hours break but i made it 30mins perday.. cos i wan more n' more commision...my brains said...eh! earn more n' work harder pls!!! cant stop for de every single mins..but it is tired..fuckin' tired..
yes i know.. i have to work harder n' harder..

on a random pic durin' de roadshow...waxy flexibility.. i was really burst out into laughter wen i saw this it...they've exhibit "waxy flexibity" about extra10plan.. they'd been placed into any posture n' maintain it bout 10 everytime..exhibit de same posture...sound like de "catatonic Schizophrenia" patient..lol...cannot tahan...
yap..end of de sg.wang maxis roadshow.. goin' to de next place.. see you guys n' apply de maxis fom cyrus okay!!fuckYou!!
imbi road..

sg.wang maxis roadshow...
i'm tired..fuckin' tired..
non-stop 12hours for 4days..OMG!!
update de roadshow wen i'm free..
i jus need more sleepin' time pls...
nite fucker!!

1st day workin'.. tiredtired+tired..
maxis roadshow..fuckin'tired you know!!!
anyone wanna apply de Maxis-postpaid??broadband?? wat lan plan bout maxis oso can lah..free gift? fuck cyrus loh...lol..
guess wat!! a stupid malay didnt know WAT IS POSTPAID!! OMG!!
i was wastin' bout 30min n' lecturin' him wat de fuck is postpaid you know...such a stupid i havent seen b4...
but hor..here to warn everyshit lah..
if you guys apply de USBbroadband fom maxis.. jus take de normal white modem lah..even de new limited "maxis USB modem goes wild!" looks very nice... soli cos i wont tel you why lah!!
REMEMBER YA!! let me know if wanna apply maxis pospaid or broadband okay!!







goodluck to my exam tomolo...

i realize tat i come to klcc starbuck quite frequently...
it is all bcos of de fuckin'LRT.. wat crap!!solisoli..it's WAT CROWD!!
how long i have to Q for my turn n' get in??? hours? day or year?? so i come here n' online better..
fuck!! hey malaysia!! hey putra!! pls do sumthin' for tat lah!!

how great.. cyrus doesnt know take'starLine..OMG..
i was like- blurblur.. which line ah wre ah..got 1 link only mah.. long time i havent taken de starLine olrd mah..

went for interview this few day... maxis roadshow...
de fascinations of de Maxis'commision are endless.. if i worked harder lah for sure..lll..
but hor.. at de same time got another 2com called me again..
really like PUKIMA LAH.. wen i need a job then nobody cal me.. wen i got de job..
anyway.. wat if i decided to take a shit? hah...
got a better idea after tat.. AGENCY COM...lol..
then ivan said- could i don wanna give any respond to your stupid idea??!!
hahahah...
don't worry baby..i'll work harder...

my weekend just went away like tat... in a blink..
but hoh.. felt so soli to my demon cos we've home for de whole borin'weekend..
de only weekend we've free b4 i get in to work ..
solisoli..cyrus tries to get free n' have a movie this weekend okay??
sometimes i really am glad of your understandin'.. but.. at other times..i feel tat besides de love from me.. you need de love of somethin' special too :] i believe we often get lost when searchin' for love.. but now isn't a time to be troubled over all of this...
thank U...

start workin' 2molo.. all de best then...lol..


starLine lrtStation..got feels?haha...

souvenirsss fom harry..selina's bengkok trip... thank ya..especially de 7eleven bag...

i think recently i'm bein' bothered very easily...feelin' upset ...
pretty much wasted my time everyday... fuck!!
holidays now!!but still got 1stupid exam to go...
DAMN BORED...
you care it mah cyrus?? lol..
2 months vacation.. i wanna work.. i got no money olrd..
i'm broke.. any part time job!!!!??
must save recently... save save save!!!
n' now.. i just wake up n' feel borin' like fuck...
i'd tried to lookin' for de part time job...but then..
wat i wan hoo.. they don wan me.. wat i don wan lah.. they wan me.. pui !!
upset again lah..no matter how hard i try.. i'll never be able to get wat i want to be... lll hah.. i wanna be a doctor..hahaha..

had havin' de chat wit kenli last9 before i went to bed...
mis him so much lahh cos i havent seen him for long olrd...
so cool.. he's studyin' de medicine in russia...another doctor...
cant be a doctor then marry one.. can i? lol..
*p/s - to sum1 ho.. jus kiddin' lah.. know you've "bu shuang" olrd lah wen i tol you bout tat...lol.. love ya :)

hi july...