went to jean's father funeral.

so soli to heard tat jean.

hope you doin' wel jean and be tough.

and soli for helped nth.

i like wat you said -
we are all one luggage.

to be carried here.

one day will still be carried away.
why people still strugglin' each other for power.

for everythin'.

tried to ingratiate other but fightin' in de corner everyday.

busy.money.workin' all of those are not a excuse.all nonsense.

and how many hour i am wit my mom and family for a year.

thank you mom.for carried cyrus to this world.

it's not a easy job.

i hope it's not too late for me as i only started and realized tat i am actually not much time to care bout you.

i mis you mom and my family.

love you all.

life short.

do watever you wan.

be hapi and love de people around you:)

after more than two decades.

i dono where i will be headin' to for tat quick escape.
seek refuge in warmth and softness

ease of mind

today is not my day.not my friday.

i thought i can manage it well.
despite i'd tried my very best.

i am seriously try my best to manage not to get angry.

but i stil lose my 1st temper today.
i'm failed. i couldn't manage it.

i am failed in controlling my anger.

i felt bad.bad.super bad.

have been thinking for de entire day wat wrong to me today?

tired?stress? no excuse pls cyrus.

no next time cyrus.

cannot fly into a temper again pls

hapiNewYear 2010:)