end of JULY..
still.. still n' stillzzZz..
cyrus is considerin' whether he wanna leave de 5years memories or not..
first n' foremost..
thank for everythin' you-s have given..
it's more much priceless treasure than everythin'..
its amazin'.. de way you guys make me feel complete..
i have so many personal things to say but yet i can't seem to pen it down in here..


i always confuse.. yap..i am..
i woke up this mornin'.. n' i think to myself..
"damn i'm still here".. (de situation but no de environment..)
have been slackin' for weeks.. stupid useless cyrus!!FUCK-U!!!
i prayed to tat fucker.. yap i meant god...
to stop my heart.. just stop it.. but he didnt..
i went on thinkin' how to break myself fom de rest of de slackin'world..
i'm sure there are times where my life sucks ..unlucky stuff..


good things never seems to go my way recently..
personal+family..
cousin is gettin' better now..
but my 2nd uncle is stil waitin' for de LungCancer operation..
worrin' bout my uncle.. how if it gettin' worsens?
gone back to johor for de last couple weeks..
but i can do nth bout tat..


OhYa!!wat a happiest day for me..
my brother is back..
nearly cry wen he cal cyrus jus now..
cyrus misSss you so much my lovely kok..
gettin' back to johor soon..
cyrus will give you a SuperVery bigbig HUG..
no woli.. we are here for you.. love ya:)






once again..
no matter how much you pray to the god..star..chicken..your dog.. de shit n' etc..
it just couldn't happen..
just didnt come true.. lol..
consider i'm a atheist...
but i'm stil goin' to continue doin' it..
couse i belif de fucker..
then i accept all de shits he'd given me.. thank you so much..


everythin' else is secondary..
i just need some peace..
i just wan my family happy everyday:)

we're jus people.. stil we move forward...
so we force ourselves to keep tryin'. to keep learnin'..
don make de same mistake again..
right now..
i jus want to be anywhere else except my current situation..
you all must be wonderin' wtf...
i just answered my own question..
needless to un' wat i'm sayin'..

was readin HOUSE few other days b4..
it was talking about Philosophy insides de HOUSE soap operes..
i dont know why..
dont ask me...
n' it mentioned how HOUSE cans communicate with other n' his mind..
i really admire him.. i really do..


patient : "time changes everythin'.."
House : "it is wat people say.. it is not true.. doin' thins change things.. not doin' things leaves things exactly as they were.."


House Philosophy..
series editor William Irwin..
edited by Henry Jacoby..
(get yourself de book if you like de "HOUSE" soap operes..)

hapiBirthDaY to ian.. cheeHua..

aRa Damansara FullHouse..

to be honest.. de food.. "so so ONLY"..

worse than soso mayb.. lll

jus for fun~

ohh welcome julyDays..
first thin' first..
i just feel like bloggin' this out...
sigh of relief out loud..
PLS U!! any fucker of U..
pls lah!! don simply add me THEN ASK..
"who are you?" .. "mind to intro?" .. "am i know you?"
hey people!! you add me then throw me this kind of motherfuckin' question!!??
oMg!!fucker.. jus fuckOff if you dono cyrus..
cyrus doesnt know you but i'd FUCK your mother before..
so i think i'm your father.. cal me "papa" pls!!
FUCK OFF OKAY!! i got no time to entertaint U guys!!
complete idiot!!


actually i'm not done sayin' everythin' lah..
guess wat.. you all must be wonderin' wtf.. hehe..
needless to say.. after so long annoyin' fom this Q..
i known wat de stupid question people ask me MORE...
"you are hairdresser ?"
"you like girl or guy.. gay??"
i say "NO".. but you guys doubt my word..
watDeFuck!! i almost wanna turn of de table lah..
if you guys persist n' think i'm gay.. why you guys stil ask??
pukima lah.. actually i'm "HUA MU LAN" okay??
yes!! i jus answer your question..
dammit!! i'm gay n' 4inLove to your father leh..
your father's havin' sex wit me so many time b4..

OhNoYourFather.. de smallest cock in town.. yummy!!

superSuper mini cock!! hahahahaha..
okay?? am i answer wat you wan?
fuckOFF PLS!! totally idiot !!
i can only speak human language but not idiot language okay!!


i'm on de verge of gettin' crazy this few days..
fuckin' borin' ahh!!
i hate exam time!!
OHhH!! one more thin'..
pls DON ask me again how long i stil have to finish my study..
how embarrassed i feel wen you guys askin' me this question..
LONG WAY TO GO OKAY!!

you guys planned to pay my schoolFee?
after my degree then further master then further Ph.D then suicide...
am i answer you Question?