i deserve a chance to be happy don’t i?

i think i need to relax properly..

basically.. get my mind off work COMPLETELY when it’s leisure time (but i couldn't make it)..

workin' are pillin' up like mad..

especially month of September 2010..

i'm so wanted to be de new member for de 100-club actually..

because of money? 100-club cert? or... watever..

fuckin' stress.. and i get moody easily i realise..

but yet.. i hide my emotions so well..

colleague even said.. tat they feel like i’m a lot happier recently..

Oh please.. if anyone could see wat’s goin' on inside..

it’s one mad whirlpool of emotions..

worth it? for de 100-club..

fucked up my work and hit de 100club ..

it’s hard to trust anyone..

i can’t tell when i’ve finally moved on..

to be honest.. i fuckin' want to run away..

it’s so fuckin' hard to pretend nothing’s wron'..

nothin' goes well nowadays..

then again.. it never did..

maybe tat’s why buryin' myself in work is de best..

don’t eat much.. don’t sleep much.. don’t have time to think about anythin' else..

time to wake up my idea..

i should be on my way..

i’m lazy actually..

i’m on a highway to hell..

Loved and lost.

寂寞寂寞就好

i dono.. i wanna go back..

go back to my head..

go back to de time my head is fully utilize..

19th August 2010 - 24th August 2010..

hOngkOng-ing :)

i'm really excited for de new experiences and time wit HongKong..

i'm ecstatic..over-enjoyed..blessed..WOOHOOOOOOooOOOoo..

although i was moody kaokao for de 1st day..

but i think it ended off great.. and of course.. things jus get better..

i figured..i should stop bein' so scared of takin' risks..

i wanna be adventurous.. try new stuffss.. take bigger steps in life.. mature..

know myself better and treat myself de way i deserve to be..

i wanna be hapi.. bcos i'm jus a smallest Mr.potato in town..

de world is bigger and bigger than everythin' around us..

okay.. wat next??

i absolutely love HK...

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