Avril Lavigne's concert .. our Maxis roadshow.. work was tough+hot!!

updated.. jean's convo...8th Aug..

i'm goin' to start this random update with a random piece of news tat i recall randomly..
✖had my hair cut today
✖outin' wit ray..tired de entire day
✖catchin' a stupid HKmovie - de luckiest man - fuckin' pukima movie
✖OMG saw "chai ming you" today..fuckin'handsome..love ya
✖thinkin' of work de whole day even day off..i wan money
✖annoyin' fom my timetable..school reopen soon..suck!!
✖goin' to Avril Lavigne's concert tomolo?? fuck lah.. go for work okay

this is a very random update wit lots of random nonsense..cute hor cyrus..lol..

i think i have weird sleepin' habits..
it's damn irregular n' i think i'm gonna die soon since theory constantly says people ALWAYS die due to weird sleepin' hours...
lol.. i was sleepin' bout 15hours today...
i can stil continue-ing.. fuckin' tired..
Pretty much wasted my day today..
nite..

dammit!! a thrill of horror day..thrillin' memory..
my house had broken in while we were sleepin' this mornin'.. bout 5am sumthin' today..
all this was freakin' horrible n' a bit difficult to make out.. puzzle?? confusin'..
selina's room was broken into... n' only her room.. laptop..handphone.. purse.. personal document all gone... n' oso my maxis broadband.. i left it at de livin'room..
i wonder de fuckin'thief is damn kindness n' choosy.. de only brander watch gone but cheaper 1..lol..
i seriously don't understand why...nobody know wat is goin' on actually...
such unfortunately day... n' this isn't de 1st time we met rob... used to?? fuck you then!!!
bad day.. changed de entire stupid locks...
life is never goin' to be pretty all de time.. gloomy sometimes?? all de time??
i felt grieved wen she's cryin'.. but i could do nth..
sumthin' is better left unsaid...
horrible day.. god bless..

23-24 .. melacca trip .. comin' soon.. ... pendin'pics.. Pending entry..

yap..my fre went to london n' bought me a lousy T..lol..
thank ray...
outin' wit ray at nite quite often.. try to outin' wit you b4 you gettin' back to UK lah.. if not you'll say i'm actin' busy..
but i'm really fuckin' busy currently PLS!!!

my friend went to London and all i got was this lousy T-shirt!

hapiBirthday to you ~ray..
superExcitin' you've appearin' today.. i never thought you'd celebratin' your 21st wit cyrus..
thank for de surprise.. dare to lie you're stil in UK..
i don wan de surprise but you had to tel me earlier ...sees..i couldnt take de dayOff but outin' wit my messy look..OMG!!hahaha.. jus jokin'.. mis you so much indeed..
actually felt quite dumb to bought de newShirt for outin' so suddenly.. i never get to use it at all man!!messy look me..
but i'm bit disappinted in you..how can you said such a things..i mean..i don half de rite to complaint or whine.. you're keep comparin' m'sia to UK.. yap!! for sure i know Msia is suck!!totally suck.. i do complaint sumtimes..haisss...how i wish i half memory loss..then wont rmb anythings... i HATE m'sia.. but i love it 2 cos i'm malaysian.. i'm so hope to fly.. but i don think my dream ll come true...
but thank you so much for everythin' ray.. i have so much to say but i don't know how to express it to you through speech... it's been one year n' i am still lost.. i still can't find any directions in my life n' i don't know what route to take.. this feelin' sucks n' it's horrible.. i am nothin' but an empty .. you guy always part of my motivation to keep me movin' further.. i do rmb you tol me how hard you gone through...
jus don wanna talk bout my suck life to borin' your bday..
soli for borin' your 21st bday..
but.. it's really nice catchin' up with you n' i really appreciate it.. i'm stil thinkin' wat can i get for your birthday..
promised.. outin' n' hav your belated bday again next week.. n' b4 you back to UK..

Happy BirthDay ray..
i'm so hapi to see you again.. mis ya..

i'm goin' to summarise wat happened today..huh.. lazy boy likes cyrus burn in hell hor?! haha...
so wat happens were we went to ivan's convo' today..
cyberjaya MMU!! OMG!! as usual.. i was late...used to it lahh...
woke up in de fuckin'Mornin' but stil late...
"i had taken de KLIA TRAINSIT b4".. can i say tat??
yap.. cyrus+lhui 1st takin' de transit today..fuckin' shame.. DONO HOW TO GET IN DE TRAIN!!until de passenger tol "press de button then get in"...o+m+g..
but then.. wen we jus SAT DOWN..
selina said she wanna goes 2.. but jus gets out fom "sweethome" ..
hahahaha... once again.. every1 looked at us.. don't fret.. de intellectual part is comin' rite up.. we "press" de button n' got out lehh...cleverboyclevergirl..yeah!! i feel good.. cyrus is a cleverBoy..lol..
eventually.. selina's fre drove us to..
guess wat...why we dono how to take de transit?? COS WE HAVE AHMAH MAH...driver Aaron-kwok...
thank anyhow AaronKwok.. for don need to bear de consequences of LATE ...
took lots of pic today.. goin'to update for my next entry..
now i realize how far.hard my demon come to me everyweek b4 drivin' .. i want to be like this tooOo..n' yeah.. if you have such a life.. i do admire you..
i know i suck..i'm still very bothered by de fact that i didn't live up to my promises..i love you to everythin'..

start my new partTime fom tomolo.. maxis roadshow.. i need money..yap!! definitely we all need money!!
good that every thing's done durin' de period resign-workAgain.. but i know that this is just de start of somethin' worse..mayb..cos of de distance fom my home.. hope tat thing's isn't really gonna get crazy for de next.. never mind though.. i love bein' stressed n' livin' life accomplishin' somethin'.. all de way!! i mis tat kinda life.. i hate de life doin' nth home!!
bought myself a psycho'book today for de ways gettin' to work for de next couple weeks..
"Sometimes I act crazy living with Borderline Personality Disorder"

Okay..pretty much summarised.. Yeah i know.. my summary rocks..

i'm happy..i think.. i dont know why but.. i'm pretty nervous n' afraid...
but i'm stil happy.. i think... again...
about me.. jus had a few briefin'..
went to jean's convo' last wednesday.. fuckin' borin'+hot..
wat else?? promised my boss n' again.. help maxis roadshow fom nexWeek..
yap!! i need money.. they need help.. acceptable rite?
spent my 300bucks in topMan today.. got myself a printT+jean..
i don like de jean.. but i dono why i bought it..
obviously.. i always doin' sumthin' for nth..
wat else?! anyway.. on a random note..
end my random note..

not very excited apparently though.. cause i'm feelin' damn sad n' dead rite now!!
i don't know why..but i'm gettin' really bu she de...
get de point?? stupid!! today is my last day workin' for Eicas maxis roadshow...
i got tonnes of fun fom de job.. n' got quite good pay lah for sure..
go for other maxis roadshow?? thinkin' bout this.. 4inLove to roadshow..but i DO NOT WANT to work outstation.
don't care already!! what do you guys think?
my mood can be so unpredictable that it changes suddenly fom a scorching sunny day to heavy rain n' maybe back to sunny day!!
i have to refresh myself again after all of this...everythin' got de last day.. lol..mayb tomolo is your last day..who know.. OHOH..
thus..i need a part time job which is much more flexible ..to some people workin' might be important to them now bcos they're earin' a livin' .. if not they laze around at home watchin' tv drama...
yap..definitely i'm suck kind of person..i need a part time to earn a livin'.. if not i'll be at home for de entire day..nonono.. entire weekMonthYear..
okay.. stop+enuf..
no dont tell me things will change for de better cause i know it will obviously..lol.. i cant expect things to get any worse right? Oh wait..that's possible.. n' no dont tell me to cheer up cause you guys n' i all know i will cheer up soon enough..but how soon?
i wanna feel good now!! Now now Now! i wanna be hapi again..
i really do.. but my heart's aching bad.. really bad..
i miss all of you guys fom maxis roadshow.. parttime+fultime shitsss..

but life doesnt stop..rite?? i have to move further..n' more n' more further...
rest for a while n' settle all of de shitss within de week...
guess what? life is still de same as usual.. yeah.. you should know what i mean..
if you don't.. then forget it cos' i don't intend to repeat...

IT'S AUGUST!!
just finished de 3days klcc PC fair roadshow.. heh! it was niceee.. funny..thrillin'..excitin'.. n' incredible at de same time.. hmmm..i'm lovin' it..even i sold de fuckin'less broadband..but i'm so glad workin' wit all of them.. got lots of fun..
but then..this is only part of de maxis staff fom our leader you know.. ONLY PART OF STAFF...
how to sell cause de shits are more than de buyer..OMG!! we'd jus tried our best lah..
hot..temperature hot hot..environment hothot.. but i felf cold lah..cos i'm gettin' sick again..
anyway thank you for de opportunity to work for such an outstandin' organization..soli for i'm unwillin' to work outstation.. so i'm quit...
thank for those/other com offerin' cyrus to work for them for de next.. i'm considerin' this.. i jus need a rest currently n' havin' my time wit my demon..
i was sleepin' bout 17hours today.. how fuckin' tired i'm?? i'm gettin' sick again..dammit!!
tomolo ll be de last day workin' for current com.. feelin' sad bout tat.. anyway i'd learnt lots fom you guy..thank n' soli for everymistake i'd done.. i'm glad to know you all ya..
n' thank for given me a colourful semBreak..

1st day klcc PC fair..tired n' stress..but fun..
2 more days to go..work harder ...
come n' sign up de broadband for me pls.. i need targer...
but hor.. dono which stupid got my num n' sms asked for bein' fres...
a guy..stupid guy..fuck!!no handsome guy..dammit!!
OMG!! boss..can i don wanna give every cust my num??
cyrus gettin' harassment fom cust lah..lol..
hapiAugust ya..
:)