you'd been away fom us for 1months ++
welcome home my sister...
:)


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let me start this entry by sayin'..our presentation today - SUCK!!!
wat a "secondary school" proposel we'd done??
yap..our stupidjibye idea had been rejected..
jus let it be.. i got nth to comment..
fuckin'disappointed.. am i really a 2nd year psychology student??


i'm slowly beginnin' to realize de truth about reality n' how simple n' naive i once was..
i would have to say tat this is a good exposure..
although it might be risky but at de same time..
i've learned how to protect myself against different types of people n' certain things tat can be told n' certain things tat are meant to be known only to me alone..
NO COMPLAINT!!
i'm not de motherfuckin' GOD.. i got no rite to judge anyone besides myself..


but de more than infuriatin' is.. DE BLACK!!
thanks to de in-depth description tat she made - "this is not my part of job"...
i guess i don't have to explain de situation to all of you..
de only thin' tat she's able to do as usual..
is to make her seem like she's right n' that i'm de one at fault again..
let me see.. how would i call tat..
for my stereotypin' i always think tat international student is smarter than us..
i changed my mind... you're smarter in de way how to find de excuse for yourself..
but for me it doesnt work OKAY!!
i'm willin' to admit my mistake n' apologise to you if i know i'm in de wron'..
but this time it's not even my fault.. YOU ARE LAZIER THAN EVERY SHIT!!
dammit!!!!!!


sighs..i'm tired to all of this..
be it meeting new people or observin' de way people behaves..
it really starts to build up some protection n' defenses tat i've never had..
maybe i'm haven't really grown fully to understand de cruelty about reality but at least..
i'm learnin'..
at least...i'm not stuck somewhere like how others are..
i'm growin' for sure..
after some1 had 100% copied my assignment...


n' ray.. thank you so much for everythin'.. for de care..
i have so much to say wen you cal but i don't know how to express it to you through speech..
thank you for de calls n' for always bein' there to hear me rant n' complain...
you might not know..
but all de comforts n' encouragement tat you've given really did help me to pull through those horrible moments at work...
thanks for listenin' n' for keepin' me company whenever i needed someone...
even though you're now in UK...
i've never seen you as a younger brother cos you're really much more mature than me in many ways...
especially you had made a great efforts in your study..
you're another treasure tat i've found at work..
thank you so much..


unprecedented Q fom some1 wen i'm in my uni today - are you vietnamese?
i was like - oMg!! are you crazy ?? i'm malaysian okay!!
cyrus really doesnt mind if you ask whether i'm fom china or korea lah..cos used to it..
but vietnamese.. really jibye lah then..
haha.. but sure i'll be very hapi if you think tat i'm japanese... lol..


p/s - homeless cos forgot my key T.T




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ss pic..lol.. presentation tomolo..

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fuckin'woli...
social psychology presentation tomolo...


cyrus won't group wit any international student anymore for assignment ..
totally jibye!!how XxXx they are..especially BLACK!!
not stereotypin'..
i don care..
goodluck .. pray to de motherfuckin' god..


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2panadols/day... at least..
who care..
had beed sufferin' fom migraine for long..
overstresss.. so many thoughts larger than wat my brain can handle..
gotta be strong.. cyrus cant fall..


sick of this life of mine actually..
i'm fuckin'tired to strugglin' anymore..
cryin' :(


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lastDay maxis timeSquare "BIG"?? roadshow..

karen..cyrus..michelle..nicky.. winnie& jayson shoppin' after roadshow... eicas 3 tOp sales is here..how geli!!oMg!! suckin' ?? maxis' image..boss..raymond.. ji-bYe..

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stupid karen..



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maxis roadshow.. friday to sunday..

friday's sales.. cyrus really pukima!! poorest sales of mine..work harder for de nex 2 days..ya li ya li..

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social psychology - 15.63/30
counsellin'skill - 10.5/20
jibye human service - 8.5/20


work harder for de final..


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hapiBirthday mom..
cyrus gives de chinaTrip as a present but she doesnt wan..
(fulTrip includin' de shoppin'money oh..she said wait until i really get out fom workin' 1st..lol..)
loves ya:)


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ohh..i'm fuckin' tired?? i went to bar til 5am lastNite..

so wat?? stil had to work today..

lastDay timeSquare maxis roadshow..

sriPetaling steamboat after workin'.. brother n' sister.. peter..eve..

jayson n' peter..

antony ..cyrus...yap!! he used to cheat basic salary..lol..jus jokin'..

yeeWen.. new bird for maxis roadshow...

our topSales.. her monthly salary might more than you normal office guys x3.. tol you olrd..maxis guys all richrich 1.. for sure besides cyrus la.. cos cyrus is a poor cuteBoy..lol..dammit!!

oMg!!we threw n' hid de unfinished food..soli matherfuckin'god...

maxis roamin' BIG CAR.. stupid maxis..

we did de illegal maxis roamin' til 2am.. hah.. boss dono it okay!!lol.. we wan money..jus for fun??but then.. cyrus was sittin' there bout 10mins n' listenin' de motherfuckin' cust complained about Maxis..pukimaMaxis wat lah this lah.. walao..walk in maxisCentre complain lah jibye..wat to do?? diu them back?? have to stay..damn pissed off ...

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HI.. saturdays are bad clubbin' days.. let's focus on bar.. it was winter bar...selina.alana..harry..stupid jazz..ivan..cyrus.. springBar..

oMg!!we went to 3diffrent bar?? it was werner's..left 5...

disgustin' drink.. i mean de bloody mary..pui!!

say NO to smoke.. i hate smokin'...lol..

gossipin' de bitches behind us?? 5am...ji-bye!!

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