tell me how can i not feel better?
feelin' a little moody today bcos of some events tat's happenin' around me recently..
it sets me thinkin' about my life as a whole..
thinkin' of step out fom this stupid place - KL .. wre can i go then?
i'm jus tired n' sick of de life.. mayb..
i've been workin' too0o hard n' i'm not exposed to de people around me besides workin'..
tat's why.. i'm too independent? or anti-social..
December..de wonderful publicHoliday.. but for me it's nth..
cos i'm such idiot who will only enjoy workin'.. NO LIFE!!dammit!!
talkin' bout alana last nite..
n' it made me thought about my past again...
only when de memories are stirred.. then will i remember..
i realize how me myself become more like a fadin' dream as each day passes as if i never really existed in my life..
yap.. i un'.. it's hurt...broken up wit sum1 you love..
but wat can i do is jus reserve everythin' by myself..
lana...you made a rite choice in leavin' him bcos if it wasn't for tat choice you made..
in life.. we don't always end up with de one we love..
nth last forever.. c'est la via..
you would have picked your life where you left off...
became stronger n' havin' de life you're havin' now..
i know.. it's hard bcos de momories will pop into your mind every nite b4 you sleep..
it'd be de last thought on your mind b4 you turn in..
no choice.. bcos we are human bein'..
we only live once.. but if we do it rite.. then once is enuf.. more than enuf..
it just sets me thinkin' fom a cyrus's point of view..
how much trust we can afford to put in a relationship n' how much we need to hold back at times..
havin' absolute trust in a person.. will it backfire?
for my super negative mind set.. nth last forever..
goin' back to JB this weekend?
singapore for my x'mas or new year eve?
how to achieve my target?
wat is my consolution?
how was my car loan?
i'm feeling very stress right now..
cYrusX'Mascollection