end of april.. finished my last paper for de sem..
social n' business communication..1of de question - "describe 4 different employee interview.."
very ridiculously+stupid.. i answered..
"first time interview..second time interview..third time interview..last time interview..then get de job.."
OMG!! de lecturer knows i'm de stupid cyrus lah..how??
fuck lah!! i'd tried my best don let it be blank wat..good example rite..lol..

anyway..i slept pretty early recently right! (no link at all..)

i'm working.. todayYap..n' this weekend..de always-dieDiedontWannaWork-laziestCuteKid..
earned bout 200bucks for lastSunday..oHyeah!!don think tat i could get money easily fom my cuteLook..i'm serious..100% S.H.E respondent..or bimbo?! sum of them.. watCrap~stop de sluttish behaviour in front of me pls..feelin' like vomit but hav to keep smilin'..
jibye!!feel like wanna slap those bimbo..sum was fuckin'slut..my job is talkin' wit them..but hor..if you talk more lar.. de bimbo would think tat you like her ler..OMG!!pls.. don think so much "miss-porkchop''...i dont wanna rant on lor.. it's just pointless...n' then hor.. it's nonYourBusiness whether i got gf or not..i'm datin' wit your grandmum wat..you dono?? cos your grandmum is more slut than you wat..

de weeks just went away like that.. in a blink..
outin'-yoga-sleepin'WakeUp-studyin'-gymin'-dancin'-studyin'-gymin'-sleepin'-fuckin'-dreamin'-outin'- boxing-sleepin'-dancin'class-studyin'-gym-outin'-wakeUp-fuckin'-yoga-sleepin'-dancin'-shittin'..
had been feelin' exhausted for de past few weeks...

ohYeah!! cyrus got another name lor besides "chewin'Boy"(cos i chewin'Gum 20hrsPerDays)..
it's cal - "裤子都提不上去的".. know why? ask those who "made in china" lor..
hah..hatty said this is cal "sexy"...OMG!!thank anyway..M.I.China...

i just realised..i'm facin' some mid-life crisis? mayb..lol..
first joined de yoga n' dancin' class today..OMG!! i'm gettin' older..cant really stretchin' n' strengthenin' of my body's muscle..totally a stupid human skeleton..
n' my rhythmic n' dancin' skills is fuckin' suck!! anyway..lol..de instructor damn deng"..
hatty- cyrus..did you wear underwear today?
cyrus-yap!! wanna see?MA DE!!
(lazy to wear it cause i hate de rainy feels inside wen axercise..)

out for 12hrs+ this 2 days..freakin' tired..(Damansara is goin' to become my 2nd home soon..lll..)
finished my exam today..ohNo..stil got 1more paper to go..end of de month..but i'm havin' de semBreaks..n de stupid exam holds durin' de break..why..cause..
psychoDept semBreak is startin' fom today..n' i'm holdin' a stupid ADP subject riteNow..dept meets de semBreak differently..wat to do? noHodiday..or else skip..
anyhow..it's de holidays n' i wanna enjoyin' every single minute of it!!
plan?! once again i hope to improve my poorEnglish.. get a partTime cause i'm broke..keep gym-ing..get more sleepin' time..

ohh.stupid thomas asked cyrus mention his name HERE..
ohOkay..thomas...go to hell lah...lol...

beneath this hard lookin' exterior of mine there is some1 inside..some1 just like anyone of you.. some1 who would feel hurt n' tired..
so next time b4 you ask whether am i okay?
i'm not even if i said i am.. its just that i'm able to withstand more nonsense than the norm.. sometimes when you don't see it..doesn't mean its not there..

i'd just realised..
i need a break..
no physically but mentally..
fuckOff..

today was great.. yeap it was simply great..
but wat so great bout tat? =.="
started de fitnessFirst today.. 99bucks for april..165bucks for de followin' months..
got a backpack n' some stupid stuff..
yeahyeah!!finally i had a free backpack!!(stupid enuf lah!!you'd paid for it okay!!)
gyming time..plan to joinin' de yoga club2..wat else??
ohohoh..1of my goals within6months-become fatter n' fit..n' handsomer..lol..shyshy..
but then..freakin' tired after de gym today..totally died...

presentation today..hah..wat a fuckin'bad day..
1st-mylaptop couldnt detected de projecter..dammit..
2nd-my presentation was so fuckfuckfuck..totally blank..suck!!felt like shit afterwards lah..
"why so nervous-cheer cyrus!!cheerUp-you look cute with nervous..."
i was like-sweatin' OMG!!watDEfuck??
especially hatty..i know i know..cyrus known he looks smart n' handsome wit formal...lol..

tired lah gym-ing...

couldn't sleep!mayb i shall blog a short one..
after "grey's anatomy" n' dozens of other medical dramas..how many really good stories could be left? haha..de answer is -HOUSE..
dr.House..an incredibly unusual doctor..1 word- COOL...lol..

hah..stupid me is holdin' on de House Season2 recently..after de "PrisonBreak"..
OMG!!exam time..but i couldnt stop myself to catchin' it lah..
i hate you lahh ivan..my study time is gone..
hah..de only way to forgive you is - download de HouseSeason3, PrisonBreak-season3 n' de grey's anatomy season4 for me!!hah..

love those stupid movies..it always gives me de watdefuck feelin'...lol..
loves their friendship..heartwarmin'..learnin'..most importantly it always ends out well..
stop those stupid taiwan'show..
definitely..maybetrust me..

house bloopers..

everything's so meaningless recently..i dont know what-who-why i'm livin' for..
everyday's blank..lack of motivation..
once again..i'm depressed..
any1 wanna scold me?!for any reason..or slap me..who care...

somebody which makes my life so much more meaningful then??
but you don't always get what you want..
if you're my sunshine..then my world has nothin' left but darkness..
i want..i yearn.. to be happy..
it's all depend on myself..

joggin' today..tried to gettin' better..
stil de same..but..
i know..it's all depend on myself..

i guess it's time to stop spendin' so much money on junk food..cause de money spend on these junk food can actually get me a top or somethin'...NONONO.. junk food is okay..doesnt matter..i correct my words..
i guess it's time to stop spendin' ANY MONEY ON CIGARETTE..cause de money spend on these fuckin' cigarette can actually get me a top..or go to gym centre mayb..feel damn cool wen first got to fitness1st last friday..i wanna keep myBody fit n' become handsomer..can 1? hahaha..exercise can become happier rite?

i think i'd disappointin' lots of people bout it..had promised quit fom smokin' for long...have a mind to..but..
stupid cyrus!!you have to..soli for disappoitin' fres..i'll work harder..try hard n' i belif i can do tat..
bye..smokin'..i can do tat..

first n' foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY sem-kim!!
1month after cyrus..lol..i shall not reveal your age here lahh..stay young at heart 4ever uncle sem!

stupid Digi..my phoneLine had been bar again due to overdue..sweatin=.="
yup!! i'm oso 1of de fucker who sufferin' fom Nomophobia definitely..i reckon tonnes of people is just like me okay!!
i'm feelin' depressed yet..happy at de same time..i guess it really depends on wat i'm ponderin' about..kinda feels like i'm goin' through some mid-life crisis..but then i'm too young for that..i known i'm pretty young..hahaha..so what is it mean?
i need a mental advisor recently..asked hatty durin' de lunchTime- how can you keep smilin' all de time?did you feel tired bout tat?haha..how to get happier?it is exercise works?
as usual-after de answered "yes, it works"..then blakblakblak...lol..
at least her non-stop theories made me feelin' better...sweatin'again!!

gettin' happier fucker?!

yup..i'm not goin' to sleep!
yamcha at damansara lastNite around 2am..
i'd studyin' there bout 1yrsPlus..but de 1st time i loaf around til so late..
anyway..went there again around 11pm today..n' sound likes i'd been doin' this quite frequently now?? which totally makes me a nocturnal... sit down at mcD n' slack till around 3am wit hatty-pang..
nonono.. jus woli bout pang..cause he was gettin' out wit a stupid indian..woli he'd gets cheat..

many of them sayin' tat i'm too0over tcare of him..too sayang him.. yap..i do..woli enuf bout him..
we'd made 2many wron' decisions in life..too many mistakes..especially cyrus..dammit!!
yap..we'd gotta learn..we'd got to know wats best for us n' believed in ourselve..
especially need to learn fom all those regrets n' mistakes..you'd got to too..
actually i did know all of these viewpoint..i agreed..
but sound likes i'm not really wan him growin' up throught gettin' hurt..yap, i hope tat he can growin'Up wit de easier way...
cause i underwent bout these b4..i known de feelin'...
nth much..cos he is my younger bro2..

i pray tat everythin' will be fine..

outin' wit jean n' pang today..
went to slack wit them over a cup of coffee at pavilion starbucks after shoppin'...
anyway..i've always wanted to go PavilionStarbucks so much..like de feels of pavement..
catchUp wit steven there..talked lots of his loveStory..lol..
i'm agreed dePoint fom him-we have to keep tryin' de new thin'..then we'd detect de worlds outside de world..we arent only here..no only belong to here..
a funny theory fom jean-wen lack of motivation..catchin' up here to recharge..lll..
anyway..catchUp wit selina-jazz n' applied another c.Card..
dammit!!scared of this..plan to spend more??!

pang..jean..stupid cyrus:)

i guess it's time for me to prepare my exam now..i gotta do tat..
finished those stupid assignment eventually..
thank my senior-wei le for drivin' me to de better work..i felt quite satisfied wit this lapReport..thank anyway..
passed my midterm for this subject-psy 103 tooo..feels fuckin'nice..19.43/30..work harder for de next..de other mc100midterm..i think is better than pass lo..lol..

then dine at selina all-time-favourite korean restaurant wit jean,yong,harry,selina n' pang..
headin' to damansara-Pub after dine..
i hate myself lah..know why?!
plan-no to dine outside n' pub-ing at all..
was wearin'like gonna pasarMalam anyway..
anyway my first tried de donut today..fuckin' nice...yummy..

didn't take alot pictures today though.
everythin' seems so simple...yet very sweet!

hapiAprilFool~