when you're hurt, what would you do?
Some has shut off from their friend and try to screw their life up as if it's not screwed up enough
some try to looking for a substitute so that to get over and move on quicker
I have already enough shit to deal with now
everything and I really mean EVERYTHING is going wrong now
fuck off every single thing and stupid people
I just wish to concentrate to my work now
Cyrus feels off!!
for some reason I am just feeling off
I hate everything about myself
started from scratch again but good things never seems to go my way
pick myself up
Cyrus can't fall down just for nothing
I told myself I have to keep up
stand up from where you fall down
any fucking reason I have to be tough and this is what I can do for myself
I feel that god is picking on me, is this some test?
God, then I accepted all the shits you had given to me
and thank you so much my dear God
No matter how much my life has changed
I still picture myself sitting there alone
have been feeling exhausted for the pass few weeks
no working mood but suffering from insomnia
kinda emo today, shoot me please
I am thinking about things I shouldn't be thinking
the emotional is ways too big for me to handle and I am just set out a narrow way for myself
hoping I would find the happiness I want along the broken road now
people always say
there is a difference between what you want and what you need
I know it because I am not an idiot
My new resolution is stop annoying everyone around me
I shouldn't even waste my breathe being pissed ever it
no more disappointed
although there is so much hate in me that I do not know how to exhaust all of this
Once again, I think i will spend even more time now to know myself better
I really don't know how can I lose thing just like that
I know what I gotta do now
but full with unwillingly
I am just confuse
and I am always confuse
