so it has been awhile since i did a proper update here..i'm feelin'..a little short of what to blog about..like nothin' interestin' or obvious enough to share..all bout de borin'life..
yeah nothin' else happened?? pretty much emo n' silent for de rest of de day..

havent joined de joga class for week..tired+busy...but busy for nothin' actually..outin' wit ivan for de stupid entire week..he'd come back fom japan...pls ivan..stayin' there for longlongTime..then cyrus doesnt need to outin' for de entire week..lol..
cyrus wanna save money lahh..fuckin broke recently!!!

yeah n' i decided to keep my hair short for now..well,its easier to manage after all n' only until i see a hairstyle that catches my eyes..
wat a stupid decision..fuck!! look like idiot!!!

okay!!nothin' else to blog...endin' this entry off now..i've got few random pictures left... ...

sushiKing stupid fatherDay set..

souvenirs from ivan's japan trip...

another 7eleven bag fom japan..

oH..i got myself a rubik's cube..i done it within' hour oh..cool leh..lol..stil learnin' de 3th level's formula...

actin' cute..n' denish asked-"cute meh???"

a funny notice...damn cool+direct.. "job vacancy n' only for human bein'..besides that NO??wat bout 人妖??"

for de better or worst?
worse lah worse lah...
not much of a feelin' now..
lets see how's de after effect..
hmms...

hapiFatherDay ya..
i'd never celebrated de stupidFatherDay b4...
how de feel ah? sure feelin' suck...lol..

actin' cute but handsome..lol..(yuck+lll)

my favourite panMee restaurant..chat bout "ghost story"...
OMG!!
look very super oily lah!!

congratz ya.. kayen..

..weddin' dinner...

happy dragon boat festival..
another dragon boat festival without zongzi (Rice dumpling)..

almost givin' up on tryin'..
almost headin' for a fall...
now my mind is screamin' out..
i've gotta keep on fightin'..
but then again..
it doesn't end...

god answer my prayers again..please...
cried again..
jus think wanna swimmin' today..

jus leave me alone..
i hate myself..
i hate cyrus...

ups n' down..down n' down..
its tirin' n' its not easy..
its a choice you might say but how hard n' how long is this goin' to take?
its too depressin' to face..really..
long ways to go.......
but i havent got ready for it..
likin' n' lovin'...there's a difference...
thank for likin+lovin' cyrus...

welcome june..
my msn nick for de month is..
"i couldn't have enjoyed myself more..even a perfect day.."

i'm heavily broken...i don't know wat to do..
can't you see that i'm chokin'...
can't even move.. when there's nothin' left to say..
wat can you do...i'm heavily broken...
there's nothin' i can do..

god answer my prayers please...
thank god.. you heard my pray..
finally we know he's fine..