- 颜.赛勒斯 -

suppose friday is free..but today...went for replacement class...then group'discussion til 5pm...havin' a fuckin' good'mornin'...but i'm so freakin' tired...cause i didnt sleep a wink since last few weeks..had had my 1st meal bout 7pm...totally like de stupid buka puasa... fuckin' starvin..thank god for de meal...nonono...thank my mum...cos i paid myself izit...LOL...

went for my ex bday party at nite...obviously i didnt actually want to go...based on my uglies'tired look+don even know any1 there...thank for selina,yong,sean n' linghui wit me...n' you know wat yong said-awaa,have been long time i didnt even see ur face n' talk to you...then cyrus said- yalah,i closed myself inside de room n' cry everyday ma...LOL..then smile'bigbig...
back to de party,cyrus just got himself off to de stupid things n' stupid people...cyrus here to say sorry,i really felt uncomfortable wit group of ur"p'fres"...fuckin' pissed de ways those guys look at you,dono why...all those people can go die n' have their shit stuff back into their ass!!didnt even talk to you n' ur fres...i reminder myself wat de social'psy mention about...'ingroup n' outgroup...self-regulation...cultural diff n' lotta other theories for myself...' but i was failed,i hate myself doin' this way actually,especially wen you guys takin' pictures...i just got myself one side n' cal...i knew you were damn angry wit my stupid don give face....i tried very hard to act like i'm enjoyed..but...anyhow i was just makin' myself feel better...
love is matual and two ways,n' lettin' go is a technique which comes wit experience...soli for cyrus doesnt handle relationship well...cyrus is a useless piece of fuck...anyhow,no man is perfect...you might ask why all promise made will never been done,but for cyrus...de last promise i'd made for you is stil goin' on longer than forever...i'll always beside you wen de minute you need a hand...cyrus wishes you are happy everyday,everyminutes n' everyseconds...lived your life the way you wan to be...

sorry so much anyhow n' happy birthday to you...cyrus is enjoyin' de way you playin' piano n' sing....miss that moment...
ummm....talk no more...i gotta prepare myself for tomolo...thank for readin' n' taggin' as usual..
fuckin'goodnite every shits..

p/s - just a simple felt for today...don be angry yah my cute'demon wen you tag this entry...thank for understandin' n bein' my demon...LOL...