- 颜.赛勒斯 -

firstly, i felt fuckin' disappointed wit my presentation yesterday...it's somehow quite hard performance' to me...our group topic- "social anxiety disorder " n' de treatment...we called it social phobia b4 2003...seriously..i think i'm de 1 who are affected wit SAD wen i was doin' de research...compared wit de general population,those afflicted wit SAD generally feel unfulfilled in their relationship, substantial impairment in their quality of life n' in emotional function,few fres..loneliness..n' many other symptom....yeah!! cryus fulfilled major part of de symptom...especially public speackin'...i was enuf preparin' for de presentation,but wen i stand in front of de class..i was like-

you guy see anythin'? yap..i was like- OMG!!my brain totally dysfunction...shit!!totally blank..i'm fuckin' pissed of this...but wat to do..just tried hard to finished it...
go for treatment then?pharmacological or psychological?don need lah...just die lah stupid cyrus...

ohh n' look!! i bought "crayon shin chan" last nite...sighh..i'm totally outdated man..de boss said- this has published for month loh...OMG!!how come i dono!!stupid enuf laahh...

wanna go shoppin' n' stuff actually...but without money?! i might as well die..i dono tooo...bought myself de new shoes yesterday...it's like i finally get to dump away my old freaking dirty+crazy+ridiculously+mad old white shoe?nonono...i stil like tat old shoes...just i didnt wash it okay..
super bored pls...studysleepstudysleep n' studysleep again..thank for "shin chan" wit me then..as wat i said, cyrus is afflicted wit SAD mah...lol..ugly fun...
my body clock is totally ruined lah recently...any ideas how to switch it back...final is comin'...

time check-1745...well,i guess by de time i finish this entry i can actually go prepare for go out olrd!!a fuckin' task for me later...accompany my relatives...nonono..is '3 gu 6 po' for shoppin' b4 they go langkawi to9...wat i gotta to prepare then...ohh..how to answer their stupid+borin'+mad's question loh mayb...
"oh..cyrus...no classes today ah"...this lah tat lah..n' wat they used to ask is- wre is your gf ah...OH!!no lah..nobody loves cyrus leh..how ah...any idea?ohhnono..cyrus doesnt has gf but he got bf mah..can?..so next time ask wre is my bf loh...stupid enuf...

pukima lah..have to go back school tomolo for de stupid in-house-seminar..saturday wat!! wat to do?wan extra mark or not...stupid jibai...