- 颜.赛勒斯 -

very de finally,de most anticipated holidays are here!!fucking cleared my last paper today..yap, fuck..sumbody pls throw shits or jibai into my face,or slap me..pls..i did sumthin' wat i suppose wont to..good things are meant to be shared,but so soli..i'd like to share de only bad thing for this entry...i've got alot to say..
i've tried to read n' i un' every single part of de question..but wat de fuck was..i lose my mood to answer..just thinkin' of sumthin' else...woli enuf!!then simply done it n' hand up..didnt think didnt check...slap me pls!!hatehatehate..haha..

kbox wit my classmate after de exam...tot wanna fangfeiji cos emoemo all emo n' think wanna walk alone..how bout kbox..i don think i enjoyin' it...emo+culture short...i was like-OMG!!we come for singin' or watchin' de mv??haha..actually i didnt really joined it..2out of 3hour cyrus was outside de room..smokin'..chattin'..cal hatty n' cried to her...once again..cyrus feelin' lousy,feelin' extramely ugly,feelin' unwanted by all,n' he hate himself for bein' like tat..have been thinkin' too much,i'm totally on de verge to suicide..don ask why or wat happened,lazy to explain..this is private n' don be so jibai busybody..fuck-yourself if you're so free..cyrus hate feelin' like tat..
pls god,guide me n' lead me to de rite way..a atheists..but i went to de chinase'temple today n' pray..i cant say wat i did wish for...but i got a "shang shang quan"..n' de auty made me felt shy n' touch me lots -study harder ah..study harder ah..she keep to said...thank auty...
cal ray n' cried to him.. just talk a while,cos de fuckin' digi..cost me 0.93per min cal to UK,wat crap..after 30dec is 3.00per min..farts!!ray says only 0.15per min he cal fom UK ..listen..is RM0.15per min..stupid malaysia..by cheatin' so much olrd but stil a poorest n' jibai country..know why??cos majority are mr.Ba n' miss.Bi ah..n' we cal it BABI...shit'pukima go to hell lah..sue me sue me..comecome n' i suck for you..lol..ugly fun...
n' thank for text me a touchin' replied - who did such stupid stuff to you?fuckin' stupid/...be tough,no worries as i promise..i'll als there wit you.."
thank ray..this is really touch my heart alot..

n' my new life resolution is to stop annoyin' every1 around me...n' fuck off fom de world..i can say good-bye to all i worries from now on!cyrus just wan to be happy..time change everythin'...i think i'll spend even more time now to know myself better..or rather hungry ghosts take me away...

i'm so goin' to enjoy myself,de very last of 2007!!sem break holds bout 3weeks...wat plan do i have??gettin' a trip?soli i'm broke...honestly,no plan!!thinkin' of study de-Practical English Usage which borrow fom ivan...cos he always says -improve your eng'..pls!!okayokay..but de book thick as a dictionary leh...who care!!must do it,within de 3weeks..hope so..or else i'm just slack at home n' stare de ceilin' down again?
but i cant stone at home on holiday can i?i have nth to do.
so cal me date me watever,i'm free...
i just love busy life..

n' selina got a gift- ipoh nano mp3..sosososososo cool man!!cyrus - jual me..lol..n' wen i turn it back n' see..blush!!4G ipod..wat i've seen fom klcc last time 1G=300bucks,2G=500bucks..4G??lol..then cyrus said-forget wat i've sayin' just now lah..haha...watcrap!!900bucks for mp3??soli i'm not rich as u kids..i might need de only 0.5G mp3 then fuckin' enuf,cos i'll just listen de same album n' de onli song..haha..i've listenin' fishleong new'album for month loh..now is "fu xi de tong"..wat a borin' life?who care,i've my life,i suggest you get 1 too..
haha..manage to save up enuf for get myself a mp3..i so wan it!!