- 颜.赛勒斯 -

wah!!long time never log online...now log in..
just came back from my 1st jiu mu's funeral...
china held some event to celebrate some taoist thing..held 5days..i was like-wat crapp!!5days??totally fainted..did lots this week..lol..
at 1st we dono how to inform my grandmum bout that...my jiu mu was in hospital for week...
my grandmother arrived..she cried out her name..sayin' why left so early...any1can answer de stupid question..why gone so early..i broke down..lol..grandmum was there holding her body..weeping..n' keep scold why didnt tel her earlier..wat de fuck..tel her earlier??who dare?honestly,we really cant tahan..recommend her record wen she was cryin' n' repeat it again n' again better...lol..al de same thin'...
relatives arrived..weeping..but not non-stop lah, just a while..told myself NOT to cry...actualy i didnt..aunties started to moan..everyone was in tears...cyrus teared silently in one corner...lol..damn act pls!!
every1 was busy...preparin' for the funeral...our eyes were red n' sore...we were both mentally n' physically drained..i was fuckin' pissed wit my stupid useless brother..fuck him!!everythin' asked me to do for him!!
de 2taoist thin' worked differenly in separate days n' group..de 1st 2days taoist thin' was really borin'...OMG!!60pages n' keep readin'..de simply words - "na mo o ni to fo" can sing for mins loh..summore write a chinese character in old form..difficult to un'..nobody tahan it..i was so shy...
1st-my cousin beside me -awaa koko..is page no 11 olrd loh..be absorbed..hah..
after few mins a auty walked to me n' said-you cant stand ah?then passed cyrus a chair..cos cyrus was goyangheregoyangthere...all of my cousin turned to me n' laugh..
after de break time..every1 gone..all disappear so like de harry potter magic..nobody wanna joined de borin' taoist thin' again...hah...too bad..but it was really borin'...worse than bored..lol..cyrus was attend for only time for 2different groups..then run..
the ritual proceeded for few days...whenever grandma n' 1st aunt cried,sound like havin' de cryin' competation,who win then got 10000bucks??but it really saddens us..it's hard not to cry in that atmosphere...but cyrus doesnt wan 'jiajia' n' cries lah..how to??no cryin' mood at all!!
for de younger team..hah..fuck off lah..hilarious parts..we were just playin' card wen free..like celebratin' sumthin'...cyrus lose 50bucks for de last nite..really cried lah..too bad too sad..my money gone!!n' cyrus cried bcos he lookz so tan now!!
yeah, what's gone is already gone..
farewell 1st jiu mu..go in peace..we'll miss you..

my mind's blank now..just asked myself fuck off everythin'..my stupid useless bro' really disappointin' us lots...cyrus really doesnt wan to think bout it anymore!! how dumb i can be??he can goes die n' has his shit stuff back into his ass!!

tired!!ji bai n' fuck off lah!!