- 颜.赛勒斯 -

not very excited apparently though.. cause i'm feelin' damn sad n' dead rite now!!
i don't know why..but i'm gettin' really bu she de...
get de point?? stupid!! today is my last day workin' for Eicas maxis roadshow...
i got tonnes of fun fom de job.. n' got quite good pay lah for sure..
go for other maxis roadshow?? thinkin' bout this.. 4inLove to roadshow..but i DO NOT WANT to work outstation.
don't care already!! what do you guys think?
my mood can be so unpredictable that it changes suddenly fom a scorching sunny day to heavy rain n' maybe back to sunny day!!
i have to refresh myself again after all of this...everythin' got de last day.. lol..mayb tomolo is your last day..who know.. OHOH..
thus..i need a part time job which is much more flexible ..to some people workin' might be important to them now bcos they're earin' a livin' .. if not they laze around at home watchin' tv drama...
yap..definitely i'm suck kind of person..i need a part time to earn a livin'.. if not i'll be at home for de entire day..nonono.. entire weekMonthYear..
okay.. stop+enuf..
no dont tell me things will change for de better cause i know it will obviously..lol.. i cant expect things to get any worse right? Oh wait..that's possible.. n' no dont tell me to cheer up cause you guys n' i all know i will cheer up soon enough..but how soon?
i wanna feel good now!! Now now Now! i wanna be hapi again..
i really do.. but my heart's aching bad.. really bad..
i miss all of you guys fom maxis roadshow.. parttime+fultime shitsss..

but life doesnt stop..rite?? i have to move further..n' more n' more further...
rest for a while n' settle all of de shitss within de week...
guess what? life is still de same as usual.. yeah.. you should know what i mean..
if you don't.. then forget it cos' i don't intend to repeat...