- 颜.赛勒斯 -

life's pretty mundane but... i'm pretty tired now...
but then.. how annoyin' de stupid lrt after5...
fuck loh how.. you guys are damn enjoyin' push n' squeeze game..
soli.. i'm quit to starbucks...

tons of shitzz to excrete.. to escape??
lots of fres'd gone..
i felt nth fom their leavin'?
i might say yes, i am.. dumb rite?
jus don wanna think bout this...
i'm not as strong as wat you guys think..
actin' tough.. i'm jus presentin' de stronger way of mine..
why not just be myself?
cos i'm chicken.. i dislike de feel tat you guys worrin' bout me..
be tough..
i'm still strugglin' to adapt.. for everythin'..
stayin' or leave? i have not idea..
i need de very long time to fix myself into a new picture..
once again.. i'm fuckin' wish to leave 2..
but de pukima 2yrs ...
i'll mis you guys..

c'est La vie... i'm goin' to school.. goin' to work stil..
so i presume i'll have lots of work to do.. to cut it short i think cyrus is pretty busy..
don't you think so?
only cyrus needs to work on weekend n' after class sumtime..
only cyrus has to do research..assignment n' study on weekdays...
which happens to be his only rest time in lrt... (hah..pretty overstate..)
but i'm enjoyin' my life.. set no free to every mins..
to escape? NO lah..
apart fom tat i'm thankful to those who brought laughter into my life..

i think i've been lettin' myself down a little too much recently..
i'm still not performin' like how i should be back then..
life is stil not bein' lived to de fullest..
i totally need some rest but..
i have so many overdued payment to clear.. so i have to work..
i have lots of overdue(soon) homework to do.. so i have to do research..
not bcos i'm lazy.. it's jus i'm oso cute boy as you guys..
haha.. apparently.. it's bcos of i managed somehow but very poorly..

gosh, i need my sleep!!
for i'm a person who needs much sleep n' 5 odd hours everyday isn't exactly doin' very well for me..
i hope i can sleep well later..i hope ... ya..
be tough..

goodluck n' al de best to you my prettiest sister yong..
cyrus feels 10000 bu she de..
as wat i say.. sumthin' is jus let it unsaid..
as long as you know we're lovin' you n' care bout you..
cos we have pretty enuf tacit understandin' n' gettin' mature..
soli for endure cyrus's odd style for long.. i think jus 3 of you can bear of my weird style ..
you've askin me de embarrassed Q today - you cried?
yap..i did..cos i'm fuckin' bu she de actually..
but.. we have to fly to our dream n' move de 1st step...
n' it's oso de time for al of us to change..for de better for sure..
tcare of urself outside okay...n' thank sis..
love ya..

hapiBirthDaY to you - andy..

nitezz..