Tuesday, December 2, 2008

█ done my 1st final paper today..
stayBack as usual..
things are pretty much de same.. probably slingtly different..
takin' de break for my mind..sufferin' fom mental exhaustion..
how stupid i'm..it reduced me to tears..
why am i so weak? why why why?
i'm suck a fucker who cant stop workin??
i have to live my life flood wit nonStop..
once i'm break.. i'm feelin' nth but an empty..
this feelin' sucks n' it's horrible..
i'm enjoyin' my life choked wit school..assignm'..report..workin..projects..
i cant really bothered wit other besides tat??
de problem stil there even i'm ignorin' it..
nth can do besides bzbzbz..
i hate to think!!
i stil cant find any directions for those in my life..
it strongly affect me in an emotional way..
burst into tears..
stop thinkin..stop de break.. keep movin'..
keep busy-ing my fucked up life..


hope tat it can make myself feel better from deep within..
doent matter it's a smile fom my heart or not..
if only..i could make up for lost time..
i stil appreciate it..
keep non-stop!!


emo.. i love X'mas.. i cant fil any emo into my lovely dEcember..




cYrus7eleven

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