- 颜.赛勒斯 -

█ i think my life after 2004 has been wasted in some ways n' in other ways...
it hasn't been really wasted tooo...
since 2008 is just around de corner.. i have to make it better rite?
much better than de past years tat might have probably been wasted away without myself knowin'..
surely.. i have grown up since i'm here bout 5years n' have matured greatly both mentally.. emotionally n' physically...
gain many different perspectives n' there's a vast change in my character since de past...


i guess al of us got de new year resolution..
but sometimes our actions don't necessary translate into de words we said..
actually cyrus has choices... n' we al have choices..
we have got to make them good choice or bad choice..
i don't want to be left hangin' there...
i know.. if i don't make de choice now... de choice makes me..
all these time i'd wasted.. all tat i'm thinkin' about..
somehow.. i don't see de need to write out my resolutions to show it to everyone but...
i wish tat my life can get very buzy soon..
it's good for me anyway..
i love to keep myself busy cos it makes me feel tat i'm makin' full use of my time n' tat i'm not wastin' my life away...
i wish to find back de simplicity in life for now..
my life is complicated enuf..
a lot of overdue ones in fact.
i wish that i'd never wake up to see de light again...
got no reason why i still breathe..
nth cans make my wish come true.. only myself...

goodbye 2008..
i'll miss every bit of de happiness n' laughter de tears n' sadness spent through you al..
i'll cherished all de memories created n' shared with everyone i met along de way..
thank my lovely family ..
thank my derest friends..


now.. to me..
a new year is a new beginnin' but it's seriously of no difference at all..
it's like you are still leavin' in de same time n' place without makin' any changes n' improvements to your life..
hapiNewYear2009..





cYrus7eleven™