- 颜.赛勒斯 -

when de world fails on you..
you still have yourself to count on..
wat should i do..
i wan everythin' to be change..
i'm stil immature in some way.. in many ways..
but all i CAN say is i don't know how to grow up because i don't have any experiences to guide me through..
NO!!definitely NO cyrus!! GET MY WORDS??
you need time to learn about those little things tat you're lack ?
you seriously need lots of time but..how much time YOU left?
these few days has been a bit unstable for me..
i wasn't very well mentally..
but at de very least.. i was pretty calm when it comes to handlin' my emotions..
i'm glad i was calm n' tat i could think through some things..
at de very least...
it didn't affect me a lot except for a moment..
only at that moment..
did my tears fall like nobody's business...
after de class today..


jus don wanna home..
any1 can have a drink wit me?
i was so upset tat i cried..
i don't worry 'cos..
everything's goin' to be alright..
i believe in myself !!
who else i can depend on besides myself?
so once again..
i don't worry 'cos everything's goin' to be alright..
i believe in myself !!


i know it's showOff but watever...
guess wat..
i olrd had de skill to solve de whole rubik's cube within 3mins since longTime b4..
due to how smart i could get but...
wen i'm annoyin' by sumthin'..i had to spend longer time to make it...
i'd tried it b4 but today...
i couldnt made it even de only level..
brain dysfunction.. emo level 99+ ..
apply to my decision makin'..
which one is de one tat i'm lookin' for..
i thought tat simple decision should be easy..
but i was wron'..
de more simple de decision.. de harder it is to see de difference of each..
this makes it harder for me to decide wat i actually wan right now..
but actually i know wat i wan..


basically i think i'm just fine n' i really thank god for tat..
for those shit you'd given me..





cYrus7eleven™