- 颜.赛勒斯 -

last nite wasn't good at all..
i wanna appologize to my psy201 group..
especially debbie n' marcus..


i was thinkin' de issue which marcus asked bout..
"do you remember wat Dr.Goh said in de first year first sem?
if you stil cant get along with other.. you have to think bout your final year..
bcos we are psychology student"
psychologyStudent!!!
definitely my anti-social problem is gettin' worse recently...
i think i'm sick in de mind..
n' just refuse to think straight...
thank edwin pointOut my problem last week..
yap..i know de way i think is fuckin' negative...
i'll try to think to de positive ways n 'get rid of bad emulative..NO EMO ANYMORE!!
OH!!de most serious problem is my bad temper...


life isn't as busy for me as it really seems to be actually..
truth be told.. i am still busy but surely..
eventhough i'd out of job for month..but stil have to attend de jibyePUKIMA trainin'..
FOR WAT??
i've taken work at a slower pace because there is still a need to attend school n' my assignment..
i still have to finish it up n' get tat fuckin' degree...
only a year more!!
i can't possibly let those peeps who keeps encouragin' me to down..
especially my mom..
imagine how upset she'll wen i give up again...
i don't turn up..
i would have given up a long time ago if i were not cyrus...
thank mom she hasn't gave up on me yet n' i don't wish to see tat happen one fine day..
GO TO SCHOOL!!N" WORK!!
i've made some improvements here and there..
but overall I NEED MORE!
overall...work's fine??but trainin' suck!!
school's fine??
project's fine?? i'd not think it's fine durin' de due date n' exam..
BUT I AM NOT FINE!!
soli mom.. i'm feelin' bad cos you'd cancelled your plan..
really feel bad bout tat.. soli mom..
solisolisolisoli...


i'm goin' to work till i drop fom de next month..
i need MONEY!!!