- 颜.赛勒斯 -

there's many damn funny people in town..
some of them is whom i call "idiot"..
okay.. let start fom here..
wat's de meanin' of aggressive.. rude.. or brutal..
ohSoli..this is a very personal blog of cyrus..
definitely NOT an educational circles for you guys..
so?! if any1 of you wish to know more bout "personality"..
get yourself de psychoText..okay?


pls lah!! don judge people wit de only basic sense..
'human being' act differently in different time..
sayin' de rude words doenst mean he's rude or unpoliteness..
whereas..readin' bible doesnt mean he's god.. holy or pure...
so pls.. LEARNIN' WITH A DIFFERENCE!!
don learnin' in a only conventional education system..
ohH guys.. i didnt ask you to comments at any of my entries..
(tat why i keep my 'comment space')
i like de writin' style which full of vulgar language ..it's cool+fun here..
how childish+innocent you guys link de vulgar language to "anger+rude" al de time..
if you knew cyrus.. he's a stupid who'd jus talk de nonhuman language wen he's in de goodMood..
if he hate sum1 bitterly.. he doesnt even talk n' care bout de shits..
anyway.. who care bout how you guys think?
vulgar.. gentle?.. friendly.. unpolite.. poor...cute..handsome?
i don give a damn.. n' still do..


so people!!you got no right to judge me..
myWords.. myStuff.. myBelief..myStyles..
i have myLife.. n' it's my life n' not yours..
how inexperienced people judgin' me due to this lookin' exterior of mine..
damn funny hor..lol..
probably you all aren't in it n' tat's why you can't really see things from my point of view..
but i just wan to tell these people with such thinkin' to SHUT DE FUCK UP..
you aren't me... you don't know how n' wat its means..
so stop standin' by n' pin pointin' at me..
sayin' all this fuckin' crap..
i don even wan you all to imagine yourself bein' in my shoes..
you are just imaginin' it! but no in de same picture wit me..
how much you kno wat de damn inside my mind?
how can you feel wat i really feel then?
such things must really happen to you..
b4 you can know how it really feels..
also.. i like tat feelin'..
fuckOff if you disagreed.. who care?


IS THIS YET ANOTHER MOOD SWING?
no lah.. think so much..hahah..
i have so many unanswered questions n' i hope tat some1 can answer all of them for me..
lazy to explain as usual.. especially those unrelated busyBodies..
but who can possibly answer them?
probably bcos of fear ... maybe keepin' everythin' to myself will be de best thin' to do.. hahaha..
or am i just so dependent n' i need to be more independent now?
i'm stron'? like shit only..
but i'll never let people see de weak side of me..
see wat's inside my underwear enuf lah.. lol..
i'll be so stron'.. tat it shocks al of you?


Yay! de weekend are over once more..
wat bout de presentation lastSaturday?
okayOK loh.. better than de stupid mock presentation..
oHh!!thank U so much for de new towel ya..my demon..
have a nice bath:)
a sleepy monday after de parttime job..
niceDay..