- 颜.赛勒斯 -

okay... 3rd time my schoolMate askin' me about wat subjuct i'm talkin'... assignment..blakblakblak..
thinkin' about de past.. just wan to laugh it all off..
i was keep complain - school kinda sucked today.. ohwell.. school suck everyday..
but i miss my uni now.. quite..


ohwell.. i'm a little self-conscious these days...
don't really know wat happened to me but i sure did lost all of my ego..
after my tons of interview n' waitin'..
i startin' to accept de fact tat i'm not hotstuffs at all n' tat i have many many ugly ugly flaws..
i havent found a good reason to persuade myself to accept any stupid job i don like..
sometimes i really think life is a game of trickery.. dammit man!!
but.. i got no choice..
so tel me again.. i'm rite in my decision..


okay.. if i don't love myself.. who would love me?
intended to find a place to relax n' chill out..
just something random..
i wan alcohol..